nightstalker172 38M
1646 posts
1/14/2006 11:34 pm

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OK...I will not be deleteing my account....but....I think I might instead take a break....

My last post I deleted...it was written in haste because of alittle argument that was caused by me trying to vent my feelings on the matter of "that woman"(those posts I also deleted)....I didnt want to start a fight. So I decided to just up and leave...to take away the problem...I dont think Im any good to anyone until I deal with my own demons...despite what some people have said to me privately about seeking "help"....I know truly that there is only one person that can truly help me. I have no idea how or when. Not many things make me nervous but this does...I will need to speak to the source of all of this anguish...even though its been over a year...and when last we spoke not much was said...and before that we were not really on good terms...I think we where polite because it was a place of business...or at least..thats why I was polite...I will not be mean or cruel even though I might want to be...and I will definately not try to hit on her...I will jsut clear a few things up...and maybe get her side of the story...for even I am in the dark about that...At least then I could know for sure on whether my anger was really justified...or if in fact I was completely wrong...Ill let you all know after Ive spoken to her...which I dont have any idea when that will be...

Ill still pop in though from time to time until Im ready to write again on a regular basis...thank you all for your support...reading some of the things said made me realize I couldnt just ditch you guys...that wouldnt be right either...I just hope you will understand me being around less for now...peace

NickRules999 40M
9464 posts
1/15/2006 12:14 am

There are alot of people here that will be relieved to see you're not leaving, including me. Welcome back, my friend.

Come into my realm! You aren't afraid...are you?

themisskrissy 58F
2302 posts
1/15/2006 12:43 am

good luck sweets...

Virtue Alone Ennobles

themisskrissy 58F
2302 posts
1/15/2006 12:45 am

on a selfish? note.. i was wondering if you HAD given the weakest link to someone to look after.. thats more precious than a picture of header...


Virtue Alone Ennobles

popmuse01 36F

1/15/2006 11:48 am

And the world is right once again! Yay! I'm glad you are staying!

I understand totally about the break....sometimes you just need to take a step back and look at the entire situation. But anyways!

(very happy you are staying!)

I'm leaving the site end of March. To those who want to keep in touch, see blog for details.

nightstalker172 38M
1258 posts
1/15/2006 2:51 pm

Nick - thanks man

Misskrissy - no I didnt...didnt even think about it...course I wasnt thinking at all when I wrote that other post...so there you go

Popmuse - thanks sweety

Lovespell - I enjoyed those photos very much ...sigh I swear you sent those just to torment me ...

header1979 38M
507 posts
1/15/2006 2:54 pm

Hey, dude, I am glad that you have changed your mind. I have been reading all your posts ever since you joined and your blog ever since you started it. You have made the website worthwhile. Please don't delete the Missing Link list.

I hope everything works out for you. Good luck.


bardicman 51M

1/17/2006 7:51 am

Nite - Welcome home. This is not a bad place.. It is filled with wonderful loving caring people.. Alas there are few assholes in the mix... Not sure of your situation but run with the friends bro. When one of them show their true colors... drop em off and dont think twice about em.

I am not dead yet

dasher121 37M

1/17/2006 10:37 am

do what you have to do my man, and very glad that you changed your mind. can deal with having you less than not at all. thanks for not leaving

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