nightstalker172 38M
1646 posts
12/15/2005 11:16 am

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8/31/2006 4:54 am


I think Im insane. My last post there where a couple comments on it that spoke some truth and wisdom even though it was rather crude. Shes just a chick....shes JUST A CHICK....When you're in love with someone for awhile arent you considered insane because you do things that normally you would never do for anyone? I have never had anyone inspire such an emotional reaction from me except a couple people. My very first love back in middle schooland My life time enemy My sisters ex.(but I wont get into him in this post) and now this woman.

I mean seriously. Logically why would I even want to date a single mom? And she is a single mom of a 2 year old almost 3. She is 22 years old almost 23. She is about 5' tall and about 100 pounds. Yes of course she fits into what I really like small ladies..dont ask me I said I think Im insane. I just dont understand why THIS woman has such a hold over me. I mean shes not the prettiest girl Ive dated. When I played football I had my run of a very lovely cheerleader. She had a thing for the linemen .

No other woman has bothered me so with the exception of my first. I just dont get it...Ive thought about calling her a few times...Just to say hello and other times...wanting to just chew her up and spit her out. Sometimes I miss the person I thought she was. She was always kind and sweet to me. But then Ive had other ladies who are the same way but only want to use me for something...Cant help but feel that she was the same way. why didnt I reconize it sooner? No way could she be THAT good to play me for as long as she did. 5 years she played me. Most people last maybe 5 months not 5 years.

The only exsplination is that Im insane..because of her...She has driven me MAD!

PrincessKarma 45F
6188 posts
12/16/2005 4:27 pm

Now you know what happened to me... I completely lost it for 48 hours after my heart was shattered.

Love CAN drive you crazy. I don't wish it on anybody.

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma

nightstalker172 38M
1258 posts
12/20/2005 3:11 am

hmmm 48 hours huh doesnt seem that craziness has lasted ALOT longer....too...long

giasine 43F

1/1/2006 7:51 pm


I'm thinking the best thing for ya is to pack up & move outta that town to get away from the madness.


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