my internet rut  

nightman448 48M
113 posts
7/14/2006 5:17 pm
my internet rut


The past few days I have just been thinking how bored I am getting with the internet. I pretty much go to the same sites over and over again, checking emails, reading and posting blogs, checking out cameras etc. I know there are so many other things I could check out on the world wide web, but I am stuck in repetition of going to the same places.My internet tendencies are about a mirror of my life on the outside. I pretty much am confined to the town I live in. I work six nights a week which means I really go nowhere. I am either at home or at work. When I do see people, it's always the same people. Some people you just don't want to see or talk to some days, so a fresh face every now and then can be good. Sometimes I wonder if I should just cancel my internet and go back to life as I once knew it. That would in effect, take away a part of my life.I really don't think I can do that though. My life would be a real bore if I didn't have the internet, although I would probably get other stuff done that I really need to do. In other words, I don't think I can live without the internet.... You could say I am addicted. There are some alot worse things a guy can get addicted to like drugs, alcohol, etc. I was pretty taken by porn in the past but it's not nearly as bad as it once was. An occassional nudie cam on AdultFriendFinder is about all I partake in on that front. I am addicted to the endless pursuit of "getting some" and after I do actually get some, I'm just gonna want some more. My internet practices are like that comfortable part of the couch that one sits on and has grown accustomed to. Maybe one day I can find a new rut to dig on the internet, but for now, I am here.

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