Feeling guilty  

needfixing 53M
17 posts
6/7/2006 6:17 am

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6/15/2006 4:47 am

Feeling guilty


Woke up in the middle of the night feeling very guilty for my indiscretion. Meeting with my cam friend and getting off for each other (not willing to call it "getting each other off)was one step to far. Yes, it resulted in great sex with my wife, but that does not make it right. I think I will stick with computer to computer hook ups and no face to face. Some of the stories and fantasies people have shared with me have been used in my mind during sex, so I will continue doing that. Too bad I can't chat with women, then run up to the bedroom. Anyone have any experiences like this? Anyone want to share some stories that will pay off in the bedroom?

redmustang91 58M  
8917 posts
6/7/2006 7:39 am

Chat with your wife about swinging or watch porn together...


rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
6/9/2006 7:30 am

I'm a rare lucky one. My marriage is polyamorous. I get to have other relationships in my life besides the one I have with my husband. I respect each of my partner's right to privacy about time with me...but I certainly do share little tidbits that aren't too private about my time with my lovers because I know how much it turns my husband on. That passionate intensity keeps my marriage fresh and joyful and very erotic. That and tantra...but that's a whole other conversation.

Thanks for stopping by my blog.

Yup...this juiciness is from me....

S


ilikeballs 56F  
192 posts
6/9/2006 9:17 am

Years ago, I learned that forplay begins in the morning---even before breakfast---Early foreplay leads to fantasizing all day about the time that night---after work. Try it---May be fun just fantasizing about your wife for 8-9 hours. Magic may happen!!!


needfixing 53M

6/9/2006 12:49 pm

Shannee: Sounds like you have the relationship you want. I am glad that it works for the both of you. I am not sure how I would be in that situation. I can fantasize about it (I am right now), but when it came to putting my dick where my mouth it....I may end up being limp. I'd like to think I would be this great lover in a polyamorous relationship (like I am in my mind), but I would probably feel guilt. Then again, if it was agreed upon by all involved, maybe not. For now I am happy fantasizing. I hope you don't mind if I add you to my repertoire? I find you fastinating and sexy.

Ilikeballs (that name still kills me): Thanks so much for the advice. I will give it a try. The only problem is she does not like to participate in my fantasies. She will not even dress sexy for me...try to turn me on...etc. I try to tell her that now adays I need need some..........not romancing, not coaxing.....I don't know what to call it, but just saying lets fuck or standing there naked just does not do it anymore. Well, it's more like she is naked under the covers saying lets fuck. I want to walk in and find her masterbating or dresses in some of the sexy things I have bought her...something different...ANYTHING. I JUST WANT TO BE HELD! lol. Anyway; I will take your advice and begin my forplay in the morning and fantasize about her all day....then tomorrow, after she is all sweaty from working in the garden, I will climb out of the pool naked (risking shrinkage in this weather) and walk up to her while she is on her knees weeding. I will refuse when she says lets go in the house. When she claims that someone might see us, I will push my cock in her mouth.....wish me luck


needfixing 53M

6/9/2006 12:53 pm

Getting horny thinking about it...thanks. Now I know why you like balls


eustis22 61M  
23 posts
6/11/2006 6:16 am

"The only problem is she does not like to participate in my fantasies. She will not even dress sexy for me...try to turn me on...etc. I try to tell her that now adays I need need some..........not romancing, not coaxing.....I don't know what to call it, but just saying lets fuck or standing there naked just does not do it anymore."

Jesus....this is so where I am. I have also tried almost everything and I'm sorry to say, have almost given up.


needfixing 53M

6/12/2006 7:25 pm

Well, it was way to cold the other day to trying and spice things up at the pool, so I waited until today. I got all turned on thinking about what I was going to do until I dove in the pool. That kind of toned things down for me a bit....instead of a raging hard on, it was just "Heavy"...something like the pic on my ad. As I walked over to her she started laughing and complaining the I might be seen. When I tried to push my cock in her face, she pushed it to the side. I lost all interest at that point....logged on to AdultFriendFinder and jerked off to the picture of you beautiful ladies.


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