Feeling Better  

naughi 45F
52 posts
4/10/2006 3:47 am

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Feeling Better


I was very down the other day, as my depressing blog would show. But today I feel much better.

I might even try to get out of the house and look for some fun. I havn't had a man for about a couple of weeks and need some meat inside my mouth !

I do crave blow jobs, love them and want them. i also so want to dress up. I haven't had a good dressing up session for ages. I just have not felt in the mood. I have felt so down recently, but a bit of artwork at the weekend and a huge drinking session, while watching the football, has helped. I did get hidiously drunk yesterday, and feel all the better for it. All i need now is a nice skirt, some sexy knickers and a man between my lips !

mmmmmm, heaven !

DIVISION77 41M
8337 posts
4/10/2006 2:04 pm

Being that you're a man, what does giving head do for you exactly?

Is it strictly that you have the desire to give head or do you also want the same guy to penetrate you anally as well?

I'm not bashing, just wondering what you get out the crossdressing/roleplaying and how sexually giving head fullfills you.

Please elaborate.

DIV

"My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death." -Tupac Shakur


naughi 45F

4/11/2006 9:54 am

Firstly: read my blog for more about how it feels to me, be a woman ('What makes them special ?')

Secondly: I'm just about to write about what I feel about giving a Blow job. But quickly - having something warm and fleshy in my mouth feels so comfortable and warm and...well sexy.

Thirdly: Joy Division was a great band, New Order a different, but maybe better band. Both have influenced many other bands including the Stone Roses. The difference is Ian Brown can sing, and the Stone Roses had a much better gitar sound.

Does that answer all your questions ?

I bet you would taste lovely


DIVISION77 41M
8337 posts
4/11/2006 5:15 pm

    Quoting naughi:
    Firstly: read my blog for more about how it feels to me, be a woman ('What makes them special ?')

    Secondly: I'm just about to write about what I feel about giving a Blow job. But quickly - having something warm and fleshy in my mouth feels so comfortable and warm and...well sexy.

    Thirdly: Joy Division was a great band, New Order a different, but maybe better band. Both have influenced many other bands including the Stone Roses. The difference is Ian Brown can sing, and the Stone Roses had a much better gitar sound.

    Does that answer all your questions ?

    I bet you would taste lovely
Joy Division was unique. Depending on who you look at it, the last "real" punk band or the first post-punk band that ushered in the genre of goth.

Ian Curtis could sing, he showed more emotion in his voice than any of the current singers. Ian Brown? Please. There is only on Ian Curtis, as there is only one Joy Division.

New Order was nothing compared to Joy Division. Completely different band. Amazing how one man's death changed the whole direction of a band.

I still haven't further elaborated on whether you engage in anal sex with the men you give head to. I would tend to think not as you haven't posted about it, though, why would you distinguish between the two as they are both homosexual acts?

Penetration, either way. The only different being the orifice, your mouth instead of your ass. Please explain further.

Anal sex? Why or why not?

DIV

"My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death." -Tupac Shakur


naughi 45F

4/12/2006 12:42 am

Anal, I do taken anal, have donw and have spoken about it. You seem to be a bit hung up about this, WHY ? I enjoy anal, its a different feeling and move more of a comitment, but still enjoyable. It is totally diferent to oral sex, a different set of feelings, sensations, emotions. Penatration is different if you are giving or reciving and if its anal, oral, or vaginal. If it is sex, lust or love we are not machines so obviously any type of sexually contact is different from person to person. Oh, and I have writen about it, but it could be hard to find. If you want me to actually point you in the right direction, tell me and I shall guide you to the exact sentances, paragraphs, blogs, days, minutes, blog title, blah, blah, blah.

JOY DIVISION (I'm enjoying this !)

Ian Curtis was a manic depressive and a genius. I DID SAY that New Order was a different band, but their INFLUENCE is far more reaching than Joy Division. To pick just ONE track as example is 'Blue Monday' was a classic when it first came out, is constantly voted as one of, if not THE best dance/12inch record of 80's/ever, by music fans and critics alike. You can still listen to that track now and it sounds as fresh as the day it came out. They were TOTALLY DIFFERENT to Joy Division, thats obvious Joy Divison were and still are a pleasure to listen to, but they were hard work sometimes, even for an ex-goth like me. Curtis was a genuis and cannot be compared to Brown (as i did) but if comparison is there then Brown has straddled both the idie, dance and pop worlds (like New order), while keeping all sets of fans sweet. The Stone Roses were as influencial as Joy Division, but in a different Era, they were 'Brit POP' before brit pop existed (god i hate that phrase), they re-energised gitar based rock/pop in a era of techo and house, re-lauched the British music business and were listened to by a wider range of music lovers than Joy Division could ever achive. Good or bad, Ian Brown has since gone on to record critically acclaimed solo projects and The Stone Roses back catalog still sells extreemly well to a wide range of people. He himself would admit that he IS NOT BETTER THAN CURTIS, but he has achived very much the same. Who knows what Curtis could have done if he had carried on. But if he had carried on maybe his music would have grown weeker, depression for Ian was bitter pill that maybe had to be taken for his music to work. Without that he would have survived, without that maybe he would not have been as good ?

BY the way WHAT the f***k do you mean by 'they are both Homosexual acts' It sounds as if you were spitting that out, as if r u an evangelical vicar driving out the unclean ?


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