Sad or angry, I don't know anymore....  

mysticmonty 42F
347 posts
5/16/2006 9:13 pm

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5/24/2006 1:55 am

Sad or angry, I don't know anymore....


I am really very sad right this moment, maybe not THAT sad but definitely down. A mixture of frustration, anger, hurt, pain, shock, disappointment, ANGER (caps this time!) and I hate it.

I want to cry. Done it before. Resisting not to do it again at a time like this.

Somehow, typing a post here to seek comfort is not only strange for me, but reminds me just how sad I am?

*sigh*

I am so alone now.

rm_Shortdogg65 52M
672 posts
5/16/2006 10:36 pm

Don't know the first thing about what's bringing you down. All I can do is put a virtual arm around you. Shortdogg


mysticmonty 42F

5/17/2006 9:50 am

Shortdogg65,
Thanks, your virtual arm did help!
I was too emotional when writing that. It happens, I guess.
Wasn't prepared to tell the world about my "problem", especially here.

I've decided to not waste time thinking about what's bugging me. Because, there's really no point in doing that now.
So,...ermmm....

*think*pause*stop

I think I'll read some blogs before I go, they're so much better than real life drama.


alisa_d 38F

5/17/2006 5:41 pm

not sad... just lonely.. i think everybody is in some way... it'll pass


Luvwetcunt1000 49M
1258 posts
5/18/2006 2:49 am

Hey Mystic!

Yeah, I know ... been a long time. Just got a few minutes between hectic schedule to pop in & see how you're doin. Looks like I caught you at a bad time.

Don't know what happened to make you so sad. Anyway, for what it's worth, cheer up! I'm sure you'll find sunny days again soon!

Take care.


mysticmonty 42F

5/18/2006 7:13 pm

alisa_d,
Yes, it has passed, and I'm slightly better today. Thanks!

Luv,
Thanks for checkin' on me, Trying to find sunny again soon.
You too, take good care!


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