Ummm....UNTITLED :)  

JeersPilarSaver 36F
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5/15/2006 5:56 am

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5/17/2006 5:36 am

Ummm....UNTITLED :) feeling is reallllyyyy bad and weird today. lemme tell u the complete story...

last nite..i just feel that i miss everyone that ever been in my life. i mean persons that close to me. im sooo miss them all, miss our time together is it weird?? can we miss lots of persons at a time??

but today i felt another feeling. ok, where i should start. oh yeah i remember the fun of knowing or meeting new people. not just he wink or email me then i reply and he only wants sex and i ignore. no, not like that! but the process of knowing people when we keep exchange email or chat about everything but sex (dont get me wrong, like i said..i like sex but of course u wont discuss it with a totally stranger, right)then exchange pictures...
we keep continue to get closer with that person, ge to know each other then without we realize it...that person is not stranger anymore, he's a friend!

ok, then it keep continue..then something changed. its weird, huh, even only in the net i can senses if there's something wrong. and i always trust my feeling. i say something changed for, i think, common reason like maybe he's bored, too busy...well it happen to everyone, i even feel like that. what makes me sad is sometimes they just find some excuse to maybe make me feel better ot even make them feel better. i mean is it necessary??? i dont think so. speak up ure mind ...just tell me whatever u need to tell!

so thats what i feel today. im so so so sad, i mean i know its only in the net, but again, i dunno why i enjoy it so much. its like that i can see the whole process of making a relationship (in any level) from the beginning until who are we now today!
but no matter how hard i keep my friends in my life, sometimes they just disappear, just gone and that sucks...
but then it start again and again...wuahhhh wonder why i havent feel tired yet hehehehe...

done, thats it. all my mind today. glad i can empty my mind a bit. (hope didnt make allof u confused hhehehe)
oh mi gawd...what happen to me today?? im supposed to get horny today. ahhh yep, thats it!!
im in period....yes, i blame my period to feel like shit today
still sad but better now

ummm....last words, link to second paragraph, i just wanna say :to whoever around the globe that know me other than mystic...i miss u. miss u like hell...thanks for ever been in my life, make me smile, make me learn new things....yeah u know who u are...*hugsssss*
and to my new friends...welcome to my life. its a bit messed up but okay
(shit, i really have sensitive feeling today)

rm_crackside 43M
1 post
5/16/2006 7:35 am

Call me if you need to talk to somebody...and miss to somebody

JeersPilarSaver 36F

5/16/2006 6:17 pm

dear crackside
thank u *hugs*

rm_YONO661 52M
10 posts
5/17/2006 2:13 am

dear Mystic, ...
it's the common condition within the period i guess, ...
so, take it easy .. & enjoy all the feeling you have ...
the next day, you will jump up & full energy as usual
(i'm waiting for that)

cheer up, ...

JeersPilarSaver 36F

5/17/2006 5:36 am

dear YONO661
yes hope so! cuz thats what i need

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