rm_mrrupainter 68M
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7/30/2006 7:01 pm

today has been strange. worked out and swam early this morning. came home and saw the news on tv, sad. i could not get motivated to edit my manuscript and spent hours here at swapfinder. i searched through many female profiles. i just joined and it was the perfect distraction from the world's pain. i thought about bondage and discipline and fisting and peeing and anal and all kinds of sick stuff. jerked off. pigged out and ate lunch twice. i could not satisfy my hunger. finally it went away. usually i'm not a big food person. i wonder if i will meet someone i truly like here or people i like. or is this endeavor simply another form of masturbation? today has been a strange day.

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