Strange day  

mrb1onde 42M
5 posts
3/27/2006 3:14 am

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3/28/2006 1:18 am

Strange day

You get an uneasy guilty feeling when someone passes and you know you should be feeling entirely sorrowful but cant extract the emotion, i didnt know my stepsisters daughter enough, caught up in my life as it meanders, cant get to know her now, i'm thankful i saw her the once, and she was beautiful, i grew up with her mom, i took her as my sister, i dont know how to address her grief, looking back now is all you can do.

I was looking forward to this day for a long time, i get to order a new state of the art mac and i drove to work in a new merc, this is all to pathetic now, material crap, how stupid life has become.

sassybelle21 33F  
13313 posts
3/27/2006 3:49 am

I'm sorry to hear about your loss I hope things get better soon.

mrb1onde 42M
2 posts
3/27/2006 6:35 am

thank you belle

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