beauty in slavery  

movingmountains 39M
5 posts
7/29/2006 7:41 pm

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beauty in slavery


I took my picture off my profile the other day. It wasn't because it wasn't a good photo, regardless of what all fifteen of you voters who gave it a 1 say. It was because it is no longer recent. It doesn't bare the marks of slavery that distinguish me. I should be someone that people only see in person. That horror is somewhat more dignified. Finally something to really set myself apart.
I'll be the one with no fingers on his left hand. I used kitchen scissors to cut them off. I only ever used my right hand anyhow, and I could only ever peck at a keyboard at best. A slave only needs one good hand. If you can only work with one hand you'll never not know what the other is doing.
If you notice me walking down the street you'll see I have no ears anymore. I used a straight razor to slice them from my head. It wasn't that far of a stretch as I shaved my head the other night. I finally chose not to ignore the harbingers of voices other than my masters. Why should I have auditory appendages that might allow other voices to whisper to me thoughts of hope or lies of freedom from all this. All I should hear are the fierce screams and demands that signify my peonage.
You may never notice this when you finally see me because I just keep my eye lids shut now but there aren't any eyes behind them. Losing that was an act of great fortitude. The final surrender to this state. I'm sure you would like to hear that I gouged them out with hot pokers but thats not true. I emptied them of their fluid with a syringe. If I could still see I might still want for more than I can have. I should only know this dark world anyhow. It should never just be a symbol.
Don't look away when you see me disfigured, walking slowly down the street. Remember I at least can admit what I am. I have fully accepted my role.

rm_saintlianna 46F
15466 posts
7/29/2006 8:18 pm

wow


Frostygirl 48F

7/29/2006 9:07 pm

LOL seriously dude....you are fucked up.....lol.......


movingmountains 39M

7/29/2006 9:41 pm

Everyone else writes about sunrises/sunsets. They write of reds/yellows /blues in the clouds. How they saw it all over the pacific/atlantic ocean and how there were schools of dolphins/whales/horses swimming about on that day. The sun is a gaseous ball of hydrogen. Clouds only have a thousand colors because of polution. The ocean is not beautiful and horses don't swim in the ocean in schools.

Do you understand poetry?
Well a f****** bollocks on poetry.


JustACluelessGuy 57M

7/29/2006 11:00 pm

After one year of looking, I finally found a man capable of writing something more messed up than the things I write. I only wish I would have thought of it first. I've tried humor to repel women. I've tried to gross them out. I've tried being stupid. But I was always too scared to try fear. Brilliant!


movingmountains 39M

7/29/2006 11:21 pm

Okay JustACluelessGuy I'm giving you props right back. I think my humor may be slightly more misanthropic but your blog is totally wicked hilarious. Do you hear that people. If you are actually still here after the shit I spewed to start this thread check out what this guy writes. Funny ass stuff man. Funny.


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