i think im sick  

rm_misterdiesel 48M
4 posts
6/29/2006 5:08 pm
i think im sick

i think im developing some kinda bug. i keep findin myself,like now. settin in front of my computet listenin to creme and drinkin. for some reson my lack of female well any type of companionship is really weighin me down. its never bothered me before but now its just hittin. i dont set and drink and cry woe is me. i know you gotta try no matter what. you never know what lies behind the next bend. since katrina last year its seemin like its nothing but tap dancin in a minefield. i do my best to block out everything but strictly business and grin and bearit. the demons keep gettin closer and you see them and hear them and finally you cant ignore it anymore. how do you side step the demon on lonliness when your responsible for baiting him all these years and he finally came. i guess you do the best you can,sdrink another and act like you cant be happier.

rm_Henry3345 62M
1 post
9/8/2007 12:26 pm

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