back to vanilla dating  

milady_de_winter 45F
938 posts
7/5/2006 4:11 am

Last Read:
7/13/2006 10:37 pm

back to vanilla dating

hi readers,

i went back to the vanilla world of dating... just renewed my subscription on the dating scene again.

i had to glance at Mr. NYC's profile afain, he is on ah well i just put it up to experience...its for the best...

i can look back and safely say that i was good person... i was nice...i never fleeced him and i took time out to show him around Kuala Lumpur. I never made him buy me things. Some peole would say i was stupid...hell no..i was honest and decent...

I don't regret the was great... he is a good lover.. it was something that just happened... its a pity it did not go beyond just a carnal relationship... i have healed in some ways..i don't feel used..i don't need to accept $$$ to justify having had sex with him...

It was mutual and it happened... we liked each other..we desired each other and we enjoyed each other..thats true feelings of guilt or regret or shame...

Its an asian thing to accept money in lieu a relationship if a man just wants sex... some people say be smart get everything that you can...but for what??? Is my dignity worth a few dollars...?

Anyway...hopefully i can meet more nice men via enhance my dating skills...

Its the healing that helps me .... just to heal

As for Mr. NYC... Bye Bye Baby Bye Bye Blackbird fly away fly away...


Lilith Divine

rm_SIRKA66 52M

7/5/2006 9:04 am


your experience will never leave you...
your desire will always remain...

and Mr. NY will never know, what he lost!!!


milady_de_winter 45F

7/6/2006 8:38 am

Thats true... he lost not me

rm_sweet99911 51M
8 posts
7/13/2006 10:54 am

I think u gain a lot from this relationship rather than loosing. Go ahead in life and make good relation ship in future Mylady

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