a steamy conversation  

milady_de_winter 45F
938 posts
7/11/2006 4:45 am

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7/11/2006 8:19 am

a steamy conversation

i just spoke to H on the phone...actually i must confess..LOL...i smsed him this:-

"i want to feel your tounge next to mine. I want you to rub massage oil gently all over my body and then ravish me."

H immediatley called and we chatted for a good 25 minutes... he was rock hard at hearing my voice...LOL

I like H he is 63 years old...very mature and practical..i told H a bit about my past..and he says the most honest relationship between a man and a woman is when they meet for sex..and the man compensates her...

Well i told H i am no hooker..he says i should be smart..BTW H is a very succesfull hi-profile businessman in KL..i won't go further...he has seen a lot in life..

He told me to use a man...for sex... and then i won't feel sore after its over..he told me to have no expectations..so i won't be hurt...

In that sense i am glad i met him...he has remained a gentleman all the way..and i think after a while i will let him fuck me... he desires me and makes no point of hiding that fact..

I think a man like H...a nice practical man ..would be great for my emotional healing...one thing he taught me.."ask no questions..just enjoy it...don't open your vulnerabilities to a man... don't ponder if your lover is seeing or shaging others..that way u don't get hurt"... i cannot help agreeing with him on that score...

H said "if u fuck a man - Don't care if he never sees u again... just enjoy that moment.. and if he compensates you...take it"... well thats what he says ..which i feel difficult to reconcile as i would not sell my body for money...

Anyway...he will call again tommorrow

I am on my way to healing...

Ciao Ciao

Lilith Divine

goodie693 52M
91 posts
7/11/2006 5:55 am

I think the guy you talk of is a tad shallow Milady,think of your self worth,and the respect you hold for yourself.the only diference batween the two senarios he put to you was money changing hands,otherwise there is no diference between them.In my mind you would be devalueing your integrity going along with either. Goodie xx

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