a rainy evening  

milady_de_winter 45F
938 posts
9/11/2006 5:10 am

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a rainy evening

sigh its storming over here..i got bored of the chatroom..and hence this post...

i was thinking about an excerpt in a book a P read to me..about the irish fusilliers in world war one...how they came to this desolate army camp and found a girl..." she was barely 18 and the words "bosch" were scrathed into her head...she was tied upon a beam with her arse in the air and her skirt lifted up...blood was seeping from tighs...on the floor her tongue lay in the dirt like a new born baby rat..."

Basically the girl had been - gang ...she was probably german or had fucked germans and hence the punishment for her "crime"...the soilders wanted to save her..but they could not and instead in the fury of war and all the chaos they also gang her..and she died..

it was sad reading that..they were ordinary men some married...some with sisters..all with mothers..but i guess the madness of war made them into animals..into killing machines...

I saw a documentary about ethnic cleansing in Rwanda last week..it was a shocker..i will spare the gruesome details..but it made me think..what makes an ordinary man into a killing machine...are they trained like that ...made to become evil..made to hate...just wipe out and kill...

war is gruesome..its evil and its just so negative...

but its human nature isn't it?...mankind has a negative destructive force within himself...the need kill..the need to dominate...the ultimate quest for power...

be it from the plains of flanders in WW1...or the sands of Byzantium...or even the city of Lebanon or War torn Iraq..its a repetitive cycle...

Kill Kill Kill.....

i wonder and wonder still..when i think of serious issues...i think all the politics and "blogitics" here ion AdultFriendFinder and esp in the SEA chatroom are petty and so unreal...

In a way i am glad that life ..or at least my journey thus far is a happy one...

Its the simple things that make me gratefull

Ciao CIao

lilith divine

IviesBidesJuste 56M
3658 posts
9/11/2006 2:14 pm

This is what I tell everyone. You create your own day and your own sense of consciousness. So does each and every human.

jimjackandjohnny 48M
15 posts
9/11/2006 3:22 pm

Ironic part abt life. We enjoy all the luxury that life afford us while at the same time, oceans apart, there are untold suffering. We could at the press of a button change the carnage and destruction thats on TV and move on. Some ppl just dont have that luxury. It makes me wonder whether there is someone up there listening or watching .... sigh.

wet_pussy4ever 44F
3059 posts
9/11/2006 8:18 pm

hey.. glad u had had a gr8 weekend. mine was very quiet bt i was happy wit it. spnt sometime wit my mum& niece... had sum time wit my family.. haven't been doing tat lately wit all d gatherings & mamak-ing i've been going too

Yeah war is cruel.. can't understand y there is such bt than again i guess in sum world they will have to understand the meaning of peace or else there'll b no end of tis

hope to c u soon, gurl


33763 posts
9/13/2006 1:59 am

Milady !! you got another winner of a post here dear .That gruesome , very detailed description will have me thinking about the horrors of war for days !!! hugs and kisses dear G.

~ The New & Improved Cocksucker ~

8WM4U 58M

9/13/2006 11:35 pm

The answer to your many questions about killing and a brutal life in war is a learned process. Once I had the how to do manuel complete...real world took over. They can't teach you how it feels to see babies killed, a friend head blown away, or to be shot at for hours, days and weeks...soon...you don't care if you live or die. You just do. Some men pray...all men get bitter and hurting is just another day///after all that is what they were paying me to do. Killing becomes an natural as you slapping a fly who dies...it just doesn't matter. Kill every damn thing in your way...maybe they won't kill you.

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