bye all!  

mikrocam 41M
16 posts
2/25/2006 9:25 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

bye all!

so, this is it, the final final post...
over the last few days i have become somewhat empbroiled in an unfortunate situation and it goes a little something like this:
met a woman on AdultFriendFinder, we liked each other and agreed to meet.
well, we met, we fucked, we became friends...
I know, sounds like it should have a happy ending, but no... never was going to go further than friends who give each other some pleasure.
woman has... complicated life, needs support and friends.
woman has ex's and the usual baggage, but you're there for her, shes happy and really beginning to get her shit together, which is fanfuckingtastic!
she falls for someone, and falls for them hard, and youre pleased for her...
then the past comes back to haunt her...
somehow, through supporting her and seeing whats going on with her you become... pissed at the others involved, one for their actions that have kicked off the whole shitstorm and the other, the new love (who incidentaly had legitimate complaints and whos position you have supported without his knowledge)for not having the wisdom to see whats right in front of his face.
you tell the old love to grow the fuck up and stop being a stalker!
you tell the new love to hang fire, hold back, you wish him all the luck in your heart because you can see he makes your friend happy and she wants him more than he can know.
then one day,you wake up and you realise: "what the fuck am i doing?" I dont need this shit, dont need to be involved, dont need to spend time trying to help these strangers if they dont want to help themselves.
so, to all the lovely people on friend finder the papy's, the rareview's, the lips, the saint, frogger and all i say:
Its been a pleasure, reading your thoughts, receiving your comments, some cases chatting, some cases flirting, whatever we did... you made the journey more fun and brought sunshine to each day! a big kiss and a big thank you;
Its been a pleasure!

now, because im not some cowering fool, or a person who walks round with blinkers Id like to say something to the other few, exactly the same as i would if we were face to face...
to the minority, the childish, the selfish, the stalker and the drop-it-in-a-second yank, here's my message to you...
YOU ARE SPINELESS, WHINGING, NO STRENGTH FOR THE LONG ROAD, BRINGERS OF MISERY TO OTHERS LIVES, DEPRESSION INDUCING FUCKWITS, WHO, IF YOU WERE HERE IN FRONT OF ME I WOULDNT WASTE MY ENERGY POUNDING YOUR WORTHLESS FACES INTO THE GROUND!

now, if you dont like what i said, then heres what i suggest:
confused stalker bitch from the north, get on a plane, come see me and do your fucking worst because you youve got nothing!
to the man bitch from across the pond, you fucked up, and if youd like to fuck up again over what ive said then you come see me too, if you cant afford the ticket, let me know and i'll fucking pay for it!

I dont want to end on a sch sour note, so, Im going to thank a few lovely people again:
Papy
rareview
windwolf
daniel gr
toothysmile
idoljane
arabianpink
lipssayall
the much missed bella
frogger
caressmewell
goddess 1946
passionflow
saint
eveLwoman
sunneyone
sassybelle
and many more whos names i am ashamed to say i cant remember but, have, like the above, brought some joy to my days
huge kiss and a big thanks

bye everyone
filakia
Mikro


seek_my_flame 41F
465 posts
2/25/2006 11:16 am

mikro, muffinman, YOU

"never was going to go further than friends who give each other some pleasure"... CAUSE YOU ARE A SELFISH BASTARD WHO JUST WANTS TO FUCK AROUND WHENEVER HE GETS THE CHANCE, DESPITE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH SOMEBODY ELSE.
"what the fuck am i doing?" I dont need this shit, dont need to be involved, dont need to spend time trying to help these strangers if they dont want to help themselves" THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT YOY ARE, A COMPLETE STRANGER... NO WONDER WHY YOU DON'T WANT THIS "SHIT"... YOU JUST WANT TO FUCK AROUND... GO ON, WISH YOU BAD LUCK THOUGH, CAUSE PEOPLE ARENT PUPPETS..

YOU ARE SPINELESS, WHINGING, NO STRENGTH FOR THE LONG ROAD, BRINGEROF MISERY TO OTHERS LIVES, DEPRESSION INDUCING FUCKWIT, WHO, IF YOU WERE HERE IN FRONT OF ME I WOULDNT WASTE MY ENERGY POUNDING YOUR WORTHLESS FACES INTO THE GROUND.

ME, FLAME, ALWAYS WAS, ALWAYS BE (Muffin... LO


HORNYVIKING722 45M
1023 posts
2/25/2006 5:45 pm

Manbitch here, I'll not come to your domain and talk shit to you. Stress is truly not my style. However, I do envy you for your locality.

Though I believe it when my favorite yank said, "Our past is not our potential," I still fear rushing so far away if it would be as much a mistake as my last "for ever and so on" decision. I've more than just me to consider in this, I'd already be there if otherwise. I've money for the airfare, but a prior obligation for a short while. I do wonder if you'd bankroll my family's move though. Call me whatever to make it all better mikro, I'll not argue turn about. I am not scared of threats, violence, or pain, rather doing and saying things that can never be taken back. If that makes me a manbitch then okay... I'd love to bridge our distance, but only so I could be with her.
Manbitch out!


rm_rareview 42F
568 posts
2/26/2006 2:23 am

Take care and listen .... the price you pay for a lovely post in your blog is tears and sorrow.

If you can afford the pain of feeling i would definately like to have your posts and comments back.

thanks


toothysmile 51M
16517 posts
2/26/2006 4:54 pm

Thank you for including me in this list.I wish I had seen it under happier circumstances.
I 'm sorry to see you, or anyone else for that matter go. I believe there 's room for all of us here.


mikrocam 41M

2/27/2006 1:54 am

I came online to read an email i was informed i had been sent and because of the contents of said mail I have been tempted out of retirement to comment on the the above then, Im gone.
i received a mail from one of the parties involved. Because they have both made themselves known to you all I will address them directly.
flame... you dont know me. by claiming i just want to fuck around whenever i get the chance you demonstrate your complete lack of knowledge about who i actually am, but, your not worth this.
youre a nobody, a non-entity, just a confused little girl out to cause damage to someone you claim to love... watch fatal attraction a lot when you were younger did you? whats next for you, fly to the states and boil the boys pets? I see you deleted my retort to your comment from your blog, but then quoted what suited you in your own comment. why not just leave it on for all to see, if I am a liar then you should have nothing to fear.

now, to the viking... I dont know what to say really. im going to tell everyone i can through this comment and comments i will leave on his blog, that this man is just that: A man.
he has a heart (that can be hurt by the actions of raving lunatics like flame) a soul that he puts out for all to see and for that I respect him. I know it may not seem like it from what i wrote and i apologise to him for it, there have been some behind the scenes activites which readers are not priviledge to, but as i say the man is deserving of our respect and he certainly has mine.

rare, my darling rare, it has been a pleasure to meet you, I would continue to blog and comment for your attention alone, your intellect, wit and humour, (sardonic and black in its nature) are just so attractive and entertaining to me that it is very difficult for me to leave behind.

toothy, you're in the list because your writing is amazing!
erotic but subtle it walks the fine line of being arousing and sensual wthout being unnecessarily graphic. you have a gift and its worthy of respect, acknowledgement and admiration, all of which i give to you.

I shall go and post a few more comments in the protaganists respective blogs then depart.

thanks for listening.
Kisses
me


rm_rareview 42F
568 posts
2/27/2006 4:00 am

Well
Now that most part of the problem has settled will you all allow me to make a suggestion ?

I know that relationships can be tough and difficult.
I know that we all want the pie and the dog happy.

But hey this bolgland can afford to lose some of it's curious visitors but definately cannot afford to lose its main quality contributors. Even if they do not wish to "commercialise" their posts.

Please take a deep breath and a week vacations and keep blogging.

By the way having understood Vick's example in his blogging route i say oh yes find the strength and start allover again.

Mikro stay put please.


frogger1995 40F

2/27/2006 6:23 am

Stay on here long enough and you are bound to have bad experiences that make you bitter. I certainly have. But we all do have the option of leaving and if that is your choice....Goodbye and God Bless. You will be missed.


seek_my_flame 41F
465 posts
2/27/2006 7:21 am

Mikro,
I 've learned not to spend major time with minor people. Enough said, more than enough time spent on you.
Wish you all the best.
Flame


toothysmile 51M
16517 posts
3/1/2006 5:05 am

wow...
for all my alleged ability with words I am speechless...

I hope there is a happy ending here for everyone.
Please let me know if there is anything I can do, anything at all... for anyone involved in this...
I am an outsider, not quite realizing that for once I am actually geographically close to all this...

Mikro... our feelings are mutual. I hope I 'll be able to read more of you soon.

My love to all,


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