Reading erotica in the morning...  

mia1199 41F
21 posts
12/10/2005 7:45 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Reading erotica in the morning...


I've been waiting to hear back from someone on this site. We've been playing tag. The last/first time we chatted he left me hanging...

I was so horny. I still am.

I think about the picture that he sent to me sometimes while I play with myself. I wonder what it would be like to be with him... although I know I shouldn't. Right now my husband is sleeping down the hall.

I've been reading erotic stories this morning... Hoping that by some chance he will log-in and we can chat again, but I've only succeded in arrousing myself even more this morning. The author's name is Samantha... She writes beautifully and it's easy for me to put myself into the female charachter in her stories.

She's allowing me to explore worlds through her words that I haven't in real life, but that I'm wanting to more and more.

I wish he would log-in. I wish he were here to fulfill the fantasies that are rolling all through my mind. If I could just talk to him about them would that relieve the feelings that I have inside, or will I want more... Will I need to act on these feelings?

I should never read erotica in the morning...

--Mia

Service4uall 58M
43 posts
12/10/2005 8:50 am

Mia, I am married husband wishing the same from the opposite sex and reading erotic stories and getting so horny. Wishing my wife wants a sensual massage and allowing me to live these stories. I know that will not happen and wait for someone to full fill those desires to be her love slave.


rm_daytime522 67M

12/14/2005 9:45 pm

Mia and Service...Seems like marriage so often ends up this way. So many parallels. Many of us were taught not to talk about sex when we were younger, and so we when we chose spouses perhaps we didn't contemplate that we might change. If one spouse is closed and judgemental, both will be...unless they split up... So the desires turn into scars, and then they just ache. And we end up reading erotica or looking for a lover we can trust.


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