Back to the bump and grind  

marykaysaysok 50F
12 posts
3/18/2006 8:27 pm
Back to the bump and grind

Been away for a while. I was seeing a guy from here that told me he was falling for me and talked about moving up here to see me, etc. Then, after the last weekend we were together he simply didn't call and chose the chickenshit way out by messaging to say he didn't think I was his soul mate and he wanted to make it on his own without a girl helping him. Yes, I should be glad he's out of the picture because clearly he has way more mental issues than I know how to deal with. It sucks though because I think inside everyone wants some sort of relationship, to feel special to someone. That being said, the real truth is there is another guy I've seen off and on who I actually would commit to, the one that didn't want me to see anyone else while he was in training. But he leaves in June for Iraq so I don't see that one happening either. Sometimes I wish I had a magic wand so I could just make the man appear that I have great chemistry and sex with, that doesn't annoy the hell out of me, that is honest, and that things might actually work with. Too bad life's not like that.

JustaSwingKnack 69M

7/5/2006 2:28 am

Wouldnt it be nice if logic had anything to do with affairs of the heart? Lol it never will.

I wish you luck!

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