The journey to my sexual freedom Chapter 2  

luvableluvbunny 46F
138 posts
7/10/2005 1:38 pm

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The journey to my sexual freedom Chapter 2

Now I have learned alot on how to take control of my sexual freedom. i didnt always know how to work everything. I had, on certain occasions, found myself where i didnt want to be.

I started a profile here as a joke in the beginning. Not knowing anything at all about the single sites or what to expect. I just put my information up there not really expecting to get much out of it. I mean at first i didnt even have a picture up there.

I of course knew that sex was a big factor in this single site thing and the thought of meeting just some random guy or girl and having sex really turned me on. But of course being programmed all those years to believe that doing that kind of thing isnt right, i put the thought out of my mind. So begins the struggle to deprogram myself.

I believe that eveyone wants to be sexually experimental, it just takes the right situation or person or something to bring it out. I also believe that u may make think u have control of a situation, but u really dont. If u want sexual freedom u have to have control.

When i first started to meet people on this site, i thought i had control of the situation. but then i realized that i was wrong. So the first few meetings i had didnt turn out so good. I found myself with guys who were basically treating me like I was just some streetwalker that they threw $10 to. (Reference blog about coffe and side salad) So I knew that i had to change some things. But then I was worried about people not liking me. Again the struggle continues...

I have always thought of myself as a confident person who didnt worry about what other people thought. But i was realizing more and more that that was wrong. This is where I relized that I needed to start figuring out what i wanted and just start telling others. So begins my sexual freedom ....(to be continued)

XIITheHangedMan 64M

7/12/2005 6:54 pm

"the struggle to deprogram myself" that sounds so familiar. And yet how few people even try. I wonder how many reading this will get the point?


15 posts
8/6/2005 2:47 am

The best point made is know what you want and say what you want. As what I would consider, to be a dominant man. I would advise this to a woman seeking sexual freedom. Don't settle for anything less than what you want if you have been clear in your wishes. Any real man would step up or bow out if he knew what was on the table or bed so to speak.

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