They Call Me Lust..........LustCurious  

lustcurious42 58F
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8/7/2006 10:22 pm

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They Call Me Lust..........LustCurious

Honesty. It's what builds relationships? I think I'm an honest person. I am who I portray to be. I've told My Sweet Lover some of my adventures that I've had over the last three years. He has shared his. I'm sure we haven't reached the level yet where all is told. But if asked, I tell. He hasn't came out and asked me if I hung out on an on-line web site for adults aimed at sex and swingers. He hasn't asked me yet if people call me Lustcurious. I can't bring myself to tell him about what role this site has played in my life the last three years. Damn, I'd be pertiner celibate without it. And that seems somewhat degrading. Why don't I have a list of men I had sex with that I met from work, at the grocery store, the neighborhood bar, Parents without partners, my doctor, my dentist, my kids friends dad. Pretty much only here. He knows I visited a sex club a couple times, he knows I've had some casual sex, he knows alot. He just doesn't know about meet and greets and Area 151 parties. And he sure the hell doesn't know about tequila night.
So my dilema. How and if do I tell? I'm sure it won't send him running. He already knows who and what he is getting. He already knows I'm a long-shot who has a hard time committing. He knows that some might consider me a player, the player playing the player for I too know who he is, what he is, where he has been. Maybe that is part of the mud that binds us. The understanding of each other. Of knowing a love can be true and of the struggles to face temptations. I feel really loved, trust me there. And I know him. He loves me. He will take care of me. He will pamper me. He will spoil me. He will bring me to the heavens with his sexual talents. He will cherish me. But both of us will face temptations. If I tell him of this site, he will worry about my ability to resist sooo many temptations, from men only looking for a sperm receptacle (ewww, doesn't that sound yummy???). Men who can tell you the things you need to hear to be tempted. Men who are adept at pretending. I've had no desires to wander, I've been satisfied........emotionally, spirtually and sexually. I've been content. I am happy. I am starting to believe in my ability to be with just one man.....for a lifetime. And he is working hard and sincerely to earn my trust this second time around. If his cell rings, he shows me the screen and who is calling. He answers all my phone calls. He calls me often. He spends an awful lot of time with me. There could not possibly be time for another woman. And I'm so worn out sexually that if there is another woman, then I say hell we better keep her cos then I can't handle ya on my own. My pussy needs a day of rest every couple monoths. Just one I think squirting takes alot out of a gal. That's alot of fluids to go through. No wonder I'm dingy.
Have you ever met someone who is not part of this site and wondered what they will think of you if you share this? I know he met a couple from some site on-line and had sex with the wife. But I know that on-line places weren't his source of women.
Anyway, I'll take any words of wisdom I can get here......

nightis 54M

8/8/2006 10:19 am

By its very clientele, this site really (should) cut through the sexual pretenders. Those that don't belong are either frightened away by the first hundred cock shots or lose interest because they can't get a date in the first three weeks. I have got to tell you, I was relieved to find others like me that are so open about their sexual desires and such. The way my mind goes all the time about sex and touching and....

Regardless, as you ask, nobody outside of my AdultFriendFinder friends knows of my presence here. There are a couple at work I would like to tell about AdultFriendFinder, but it all goes back to that professional image that I attempt to keep.

goodatpoetry2 68M
16569 posts
8/8/2006 10:38 pm

No words of wisdom here.
You seem to be doing fairly well on your own.

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