(POEM)Thoughts..just thoughts  

rm_lovesk8ters 30F
52 posts
7/28/2006 4:06 pm
(POEM)Thoughts..just thoughts


Afraid to love..afraid to live so much to loose so much to give. Waisting time when I loose myself...afraid to feel weak and ask for help. So much pain controlling me..lost and forgotten in this blinding prison..no way I can get free. Bound and broken yet I do not cry wondering when you hurt me what was in your mind just wondering why. Feeling frail feeling weak nothing to say for I can't speak. Is this an illusion or is this my life? Guilty of being way to clammed up..not letting go. I lie to myself and put on a smile when all I want is to fall apart..I can't control the way I feel I cannot say what I feel you judge me and make me appear crazy. How can you love me when I barely love myself? How can you help someone who can't ask help?

leodavinci69xxx 56M

1/15/2012 10:47 am

I love the questions you ask yourself. They are seeds of self-awareness, maturity and happiness to come as the answers bubble up from unconscious understanding by the asking.


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