lovemetouchme5 52F
1534 posts
6/10/2006 12:45 pm

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Hurt... Lonely... Sad... Confused... Pissed... Scared... Worried... Crushed... Annoyed... Bitchy... Revengeful... Crazy... Cynical... Drained... stressed... Unwanted... Unloved... Sad... Sick... Frustrated... Ugly... Infuriated... Weak... Beaten... Sore

Last night and this morning the rough times started.

Lord, help me through this time. Give me more strength to do the things I need to do. I know it's going to be a struggle, but with your guidance, I CAN DO IT.

lovemetouchme5 52F
2102 posts
6/10/2006 12:51 pm

This pic shows the bruises that he left on my arm before leaving the house today.

rm_saintlianna 46F
15466 posts
6/10/2006 2:13 pm

Dear Yes you have the strength and if need ours too just let me know.

lovemetouchme5 replies on 6/10/2006 3:02 pm:
Thanks, I might just take you up on that offer! I think if I can get through the next couple of weeks, I'll be okay...MAYBE. I'm just worried about when I go to work what he's going to do to my house!

digdug41 50M

6/10/2006 2:19 pm

well he definitely needs some bullpen therapy if ya know what I mean he needs to cool his jets inna cell and think about what he did your right he is an asshole

roaming the cyber streets of blogland

lovemetouchme5 replies on 6/10/2006 3:02 pm:
A world class asshole. Thanks for talking to me today. I really appreciated it and needed it!

MissKittyNip26 107F

6/10/2006 2:32 pm

Girl.. you BETTER leave that man alone! I know we've talked before about your home situation and I said I understood why there's no divorce, BUT.. shit, if he's puttin' bruises on you, you need to leave! There's no tellin' what that shit will lead to..

lovemetouchme5 replies on 6/10/2006 3:03 pm:
Right now I don't give a fuck if he has anywhere else to go. He's on his own now! He's hurt me for the last time!

rm_Smile_My_Way 60M
1519 posts
6/10/2006 4:52 pm

You need to leave him now! Before anything else happens to you. If there's anything I can do for you just let me know.

lovemetouchme5 replies on 6/10/2006 7:48 pm:
Thanks Smile. BTW, everything went okay tonight. Hopefully he will continue to be civil throughout the divorce!

imLadyBambi 59M/51F

6/10/2006 10:20 pm


I've been there, and I know what your going through (not with Mr.Bambi).

You will be in our(Mr.Bambi and my)prayer's and if you need a good laugh come over to our blog site and check us out.Our link is:


Hope to see you there and if you would leave a comment so I'll know you were there.

Lady Bambi

imLadyBambi 59M/51F

6/11/2006 6:21 am

Love Me,

Mr. Bambi & Mrs. Bambi here...

There are two aspects to leaving an abusive relationship and staying out of future abusive relationships; the logistics (getting a divorce, having the income to live on your own, kids, etc.) and the emotional aspect of things. Unfortunately, in the VAST MAJORITY of instances, the victim continues to ends up in failed and abusive relationships because of the emotional scars. Generally, people seek professional assistance (therapy), support groups, or they utilize self-help type information.

If you would like us to share some information with you that might aid you in understanding and resolving some of the psycho-dynamic issues that ALL victims have in common, please e-mail us and we will make arrangements to send you the information via personal e-mail.

Concerned, Supportive, and with Love,
Connie (Bambi) and Chuck

msharleygurl 43F

6/11/2006 9:27 pm

I kind of know what you are going through, I am going through a divorce myself. It will be finalized next month. He never hit me, but he hurt me too many times to my thoughts and prayers are with you hun.

horny4770 61M
8158 posts
6/12/2006 2:11 pm

My mom put up with some of that same crap from my dad for years, I feel for ya. Knowing what needs doing is a good step in the right direction! Stay the course.


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