Did you ever have any regrets?  

lostatsea34 47M
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8/22/2005 12:09 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Did you ever have any regrets?


Ok, yes I have had a few drinks. I like beer. But before I started, I was thinking about some of the things things that I have done in my life and some of the decisions that I have made. There is a girl that I was dating when we graduated high school that I really have been wanting to say some things to for about fifteen years. I am going to look her up. I think I found her. Her name is different now, but that is no big suprise. If I didn't marry her, by God someone was going to, I guarantee that. She has children now, I can still picture her smile when I close my eyes. I have to think about it hard though. I don't think about her often, just when I remember some decisions that I really regret.
She was so pretty. With a smile that made my heart melt and my chest feel like it was going to explode. I remember sitting in the front seat of her parents car. she was leaning against the drivers door with her legs resting in my lap and we were talking about anything we could think of. Everything except what plans we had for our futures, either with each other or without. I was so very much in Love with her. I really screwed that relationship up. It could have been so good, but I was young and scared and didn't know what to do. I wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then.

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