lolaexotic 30F
7 posts
2/12/2006 11:31 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm


Sometimes I wish I was either really young again or really old. I was hit with having to carry the world is what it feels like, I miss being spoiled and lazy and care-free!!

My last boyfriend moved to Egypt and we have all the drama of a long distant relationship, and no matter how desperate I was to keep holding on to that dream that we'd marry and live happily ever after, but after the costs and travel and the visas and ect it's just all crumbling.

So my friends got me my first sex toy - you don't need a boy you need a battery operated boy! lol whatever. I enjoyed it very much!

I came to this site because when I leave Georgia, I will go back to NY and live with my parents until I transfer to school there and find rent and not know anyone.

I'm a photographer and will enjoy the opportunity of NY more. I just hate the climate. I will miss southern sun.

boris3367 50M
32 posts
2/13/2006 4:32 am

hello,hope you've got yourself some exrta long life batteries for staying power.wouldn't want your toy to run out of steam at a crucial time.i'm sure you'll be popular in NY and will soon put your toy aside.as for missing the sun,i know where your coming from yet living in the uk i am used to the climate.but being a nudist is much more fun when there's a warm sun.be happy.

elysianpleasure 49M

2/13/2006 5:06 am

You are too young still to sound so beaten. I am sorry about the loss of your boyfriend and the distance between you. I know how hard that can be. I grew up in NY... it is a wonderful place... diverse in culture and environment depending on if you are near the city, the ocean, the mountains, ... Give it a chance even if you lived there before. The diversity is something a photographer can appreciate as well as someone with a longing soul. The city can be fast paced and overwhelming... but there are quiet places to hide away even in the busy cities. Good luck. Welcome here.

am7470hotmailcm 45M
8 posts
2/17/2006 2:50 am

I feel ya!

wrv3900 32M
3 posts
2/18/2006 4:47 pm

When will you be arriving in NY? I know I'll be back for the summer and looking to have some fun again after a rough year in school.

ManhattanGreg 56M
1 post
2/19/2006 9:10 pm

hi Lola,
There's a song by The Dresden Dolls call Coin-Operated Boy you should check out. I think you would like it.

lolaexotic 30F

3/2/2006 7:13 pm

Oh gosh yes!! It was on my roomates ipod and we listened to it in the car once and I thought it was wicked. It gets in my head from time to time.

rm_buhru1000 35M
2 posts
3/5/2006 12:12 pm

Im not gonna feed you the egotistical bullshit that you probably hear every day but shout out at me when you come into ny and maybe i can spoil you on a night out in manhattan?see ya soon...

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