ENVY!! The root of all evil????  

loadeddice05 45M
3565 posts
6/30/2006 7:32 pm

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7/3/2006 8:33 am

ENVY!! The root of all evil????

Are you a envious person?? Do you want what other people have??

I can answer this question! Well for myself. I think it's a resounding NO!!!!

I don't want what I haven't already gotten and if I ever wanted "IT"!! I would work as hard as it took for me to get "IT"!! But some folks get a little red ass when someone they know succeeds and their lives improve!! Sure we all have touched this feeling but to me it only counts if you really feel it!!!

Now this being said!! You know what else bothers me!! Dudes with big dicks!!! Why the fuck do they get em'??? what's wrong with me!!

Why do nerdy guys get hot chicks!! I'm not a dork and where's my hot chick???(OH!! she got fat)

How come women are into love guys?? I can cry... I just do it inside!!! And it's too deep for most women to see!!!! LOL!!!

Is it fair that fat men get hot chicks!! I've gotten fatter!! And nothing happened!!

SEE!! NOT FAIR!!!!!

See!!


rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
6/30/2006 9:29 pm

Envy does kinda suck. I feel envious of my lover's gf right now. She's got him being monogamous with her right now...and that puts me out of the picture.

I feel envious of people to whom wealth comes easily to. It always seems to tricle in for me instead of being a river like I see others experiencing and I would like that security.

I feel envious of my other lover's gf's because he has little enough time for playing with his lovers...and I have to share that little bit of time. I don't really want to do that...and I don't know him well enough yet to feel really confidant of his dedication to having me in his life.

I sometimes feel envious of women with bodies that are untouched by childbirth too.

I guess we all feel envious about something. I just try to be loving and affirming to myself.

Yup...this juiciness is from me....

S


loadeddice05 45M

6/30/2006 11:22 pm

    Quoting rm_shannee2006:
    Envy does kinda suck. I feel envious of my lover's gf right now. She's got him being monogamous with her right now...and that puts me out of the picture.

    I feel envious of people to whom wealth comes easily to. It always seems to tricle in for me instead of being a river like I see others experiencing and I would like that security.

    I feel envious of my other lover's gf's because he has little enough time for playing with his lovers...and I have to share that little bit of time. I don't really want to do that...and I don't know him well enough yet to feel really confidant of his dedication to having me in his life.

    I sometimes feel envious of women with bodies that are untouched by childbirth too.

    I guess we all feel envious about something. I just try to be loving and affirming to myself.
Again you turn my nonsense post into sumthin to think about!!!

Your lover shouldn't be cheating on his g.f. In fact I don't think anyone should cheat!!!!! LOL!!!


rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
7/1/2006 6:09 am

Hey Dice...I often think I think too damned much. LOL!

My lover is poly and his gf knew that when they got together. She's never asked him to be monogamous, simply stated the kind of relationship she's looking for and made it clear that if he's going to busy himself elsewhere, that she'd rather not know about it. He's responded by making his time totally hers when she's not working. Period. He's made the decision to be monogamous because she means so much to him that he's afraid of screwing it up....and that's why I'm relegated to the supportive friend role...again. Second time he's tried to be monogamous for her. He sucks at it...but he's trying. He's actually resisted me telling him outright numerous times this week that I really want to fuck him. Damn! I'm never getting anymore sex from that man I'll bet. *sigh* It was some of the best I've ever had too. I miss him for more than the sex though.

Yup...this juiciness is from me....

S


loadeddice05 45M

7/1/2006 7:09 am

    Quoting rm_shannee2006:
    Hey Dice...I often think I think too damned much. LOL!

    My lover is poly and his gf knew that when they got together. She's never asked him to be monogamous, simply stated the kind of relationship she's looking for and made it clear that if he's going to busy himself elsewhere, that she'd rather not know about it. He's responded by making his time totally hers when she's not working. Period. He's made the decision to be monogamous because she means so much to him that he's afraid of screwing it up....and that's why I'm relegated to the supportive friend role...again. Second time he's tried to be monogamous for her. He sucks at it...but he's trying. He's actually resisted me telling him outright numerous times this week that I really want to fuck him. Damn! I'm never getting anymore sex from that man I'll bet. *sigh* It was some of the best I've ever had too. I miss him for more than the sex though.
Men do suck at monogomy!!! But if he is happy and is your friend??? Maybe you should put your vagina in a box! And be happy for him???

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


BadAssBlonde1 58F
4989 posts
7/1/2006 10:43 am

Hey Dice!

I must say that I am not a jealous woman nor do I begrudge anything that folks have or come into. If my friends or acquaintances have good news, I am happy for them. One thing I don't do well with is jealously, of any sort. That being said; the person or who the person is; is what I look at. Not at their body or what they have...it's the mind...yeah, that's what it is...the mind *wink*

Keep on Smilin' !
Lady Hunter {=}

After all the sex is gone, there is the mind - Lady Hunter / BAB

Copyright © House of Lady Hunter 1998-2009


loadeddice05 45M

7/1/2006 1:25 pm

    Quoting BadAssBlonde1:
    Hey Dice!

    I must say that I am not a jealous woman nor do I begrudge anything that folks have or come into. If my friends or acquaintances have good news, I am happy for them. One thing I don't do well with is jealously, of any sort. That being said; the person or who the person is; is what I look at. Not at their body or what they have...it's the mind...yeah, that's what it is...the mind *wink*

    Keep on Smilin' !
    Lady Hunter {=}
Ah!! The beautiful bad ass blonde!!! How have you been gorgeous??? Hmnn!! Yep!! I learned a long time ago you can not only kill a relationship but also torment yourself by being jealous!!!


rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
7/1/2006 5:54 pm

Dice: "Men do suck at monogomy!!! But if he is happy and is your friend??? Maybe you should put your vagina in a box! And be happy for him???

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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Put my vagina in a box...? LOL! I am happy for him. Just pouting over here with my bud while I get over him. I'm the one who's been helping the bugger get his house ready to move her in after all....And as far as flirting with him is concerned? I only admitted I wanted to fuck him after he spent a couple hours teasing me...then he'd wait until he knew I'd say no time-wise before asking me to come over to play. He's just flirting heavy to feed his ego without actually doing anything. The man is a pussy tease!

Someone needs to put his dick in a box. Only if they do, I wanna take it out for airing every now and again. LOL!

And I gotta find another play mate I guess. Got any suggestions? And don't say Mav. He's too far away. I wanna weekly play session.

Yup...this juiciness is from me....

S


loadeddice05 45M

7/1/2006 7:50 pm

    Quoting rm_shannee2006:
    Dice: "Men do suck at monogomy!!! But if he is happy and is your friend??? Maybe you should put your vagina in a box! And be happy for him???

    LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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    Put my vagina in a box...? LOL! I am happy for him. Just pouting over here with my bud while I get over him. I'm the one who's been helping the bugger get his house ready to move her in after all....And as far as flirting with him is concerned? I only admitted I wanted to fuck him after he spent a couple hours teasing me...then he'd wait until he knew I'd say no time-wise before asking me to come over to play. He's just flirting heavy to feed his ego without actually doing anything. The man is a pussy tease!

    Someone needs to put his dick in a box. Only if they do, I wanna take it out for airing every now and again. LOL!

    And I gotta find another play mate I guess. Got any suggestions? And don't say Mav. He's too far away. I wanna weekly play session.
I keep it in a humidore!! Anyways!!! Mav don't like girls silly!!!

HMNNN??? I don't know??? I'd say myself and move. But Your way too sexual for me???????????


SmallTightKitty2 107F

7/1/2006 8:54 pm

Being jealous or having envy of others is to ones heart, soul & spirit as cancer is to the human body. Jealousy an envy will eat away at you an destroy the person you are from within just as cancer does. For me it is too high a price to pay for dying in such a useless way. Dice that was a good post!


loadeddice05 45M

7/1/2006 11:02 pm

    Quoting SmallTightKitty2:
    Being jealous or having envy of others is to ones heart, soul & spirit as cancer is to the human body. Jealousy an envy will eat away at you an destroy the person you are from within just as cancer does. For me it is too high a price to pay for dying in such a useless way. Dice that was a good post!
Thanx!! All my posts are brilliant!!!!


rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
7/2/2006 12:50 pm

I'm too sexual for you?!! I thought you liked sex all the time. That's what I like! You just don't want to share me. That's what it really is isn't it? Chauvenist!

Yup...this juiciness is from me....

S


loadeddice05 45M

7/3/2006 6:29 am

Yeah!! If I moved down there you'd have to ba an honest woman?? I do the same for you?????????? LOL!!! And besides I don't want you to have to start cooking and cleaning!! That's a requirement for my ladies!!!!!


rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
7/3/2006 7:36 am

I am an honest woman you silly man. I always tell my man where I'm going, what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with...and that I'll be back in my own bed by morning. And his time is never given away to anyone else. He comes first and that's it. That's as honest as a person can get damnit! And I already cook and clean. Did you think all I did all day was fuck? I haven't had time with a lover in almost 3 weeks. Just cause a person is poly doesn't mean they spend all their time getting laid. *shakes her head...wishing it wasn't so...*

Yup...this juiciness is from me....

S


loadeddice05 45M

7/3/2006 8:33 am

    Quoting rm_shannee2006:
    I am an honest woman you silly man. I always tell my man where I'm going, what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with...and that I'll be back in my own bed by morning. And his time is never given away to anyone else. He comes first and that's it. That's as honest as a person can get damnit! And I already cook and clean. Did you think all I did all day was fuck? I haven't had time with a lover in almost 3 weeks. Just cause a person is poly doesn't mean they spend all their time getting laid. *shakes her head...wishing it wasn't so...*
THanx for clearing that up!!! LOL!!!!!!


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