How do I perceive myself...  

lizalickem4u 59F
1836 posts
1/19/2006 5:04 am

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How do I perceive myself...

I know I perceive myself as a very sexual woman. 5 years post-divorce there isn’t much I haven’t tried, explored or experienced in a sexual context. I have stepped out fully cocked and loaded as someone from my “previous life” put it when sharing the discovery that I was on an “adult site.” At first I was freaked out thinking that everyone in my previous life now knew what a sexual deviant I was…but then to some extent aren’t we all a sexual deviant in some form or fashion if only in our minds????? Yes, I was freaked out that the “cat was out of the bag” so to speak well Hell that could be taken as figuratively as well as literally…the “pussy” was definitely out from under the covers!!!!!

And now, 5 years post-divorce I find myself knowing pretty much how I enjoy being sexually pleasured and pleased. I know what I like in a man. I know what I want a man to do to me sexually, I know what I want to do sexually with a man, I know how I want a man to perceive me and I know how I perceive myself, sexually. I’ve come a long ways from the days of worrying about what everyone else thought of me.

I can be the biggest slut, the biggest whore, the most incredible Sex Goddess, if that is what I want to be. Who is going to dictate to me what I am and what I want to be?
No one.

So, how do I perceive myself? The most incredibly sexually confident woman I know!!!

rm_muffin162 57M
763 posts
1/19/2006 6:15 am

good for you.

rm_Keystone3812 66M
583 posts
1/19/2006 6:34 am

That's wonderful, Liza. There's nothing more exciting than a woman that's comfortable with herself, her sexuality. Congrats!

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