I lost my love...I lost my life  

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7/8/2006 1:03 pm

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I lost my love...I lost my life

This painting and poem are dedicated to my past fiance Dominique. She lose her battle to brain cancer in Jan 2002. I am OK now in case you wonder but it DID nearly kill me to lose her at the time.. I am very passionate man and my love runs deep. Thank you to those of you who might be concerned...hugs

I lost my love...I lost my life

Had life been lived before my love...no...never to a level known like this...my eyes had not seen such beauty in life with each passing day...my heart never beated with such passion...life never had such meaning...She was to me...brighter then the morning sun...lifted me higher then the heavens...Her eyes like rare gems...skin bronzed as the olives of Greece...a heart with greater purity then dawns glistening dew...Her breast more satisfying then the sweetest nectars...Never has my heart loved so deeply...never had it tasted love so perfect...I could climb the highest mountains...swim the deepest seas...she meant even more then this to me...None of lifes troubles touched us as we had eachothers love to share...There was nothing we couldn't get past...no obsticle could bring despair...Only death itself could hurt us...Savage and cruel it struck again and again...ruthlessly it attacked my precious gem...Each time taking her life further from my grasp...Each time striving to steal away the love and dreams we have...I was losing my baby...I was losing my life...The race horse inside me ran strong and fast...racing to be the strength she needed each and every day...My life was hers and hers was mine...Both of us were so inclined...we lived for eachother...never wanting more...Our perfect love...a reality with words we stored...heaven on earth is where we longed to stay...It was all we were allowed to know as time ticked tocked away...for too soon death gave it's final blow...The heavens cried out in pain...darkness swallowed everything...Tear drops showered from the angles above...as we lost our perfect love...The tips of your fingers can no longer touch me...The voice of my angel silenced to sing...My heart screams in protest...my soul searches you out...How can I be without you...where can I find you now...Where is the warmth of your soothing words my heart needs to hear...Where are the lips that longed to love me dear...I look to the stars and moon...searching for you each night...Calling out loud your name...in hopes we can take flight...Take me away from this place of lonliness...let me be at your side...lift my heart up to you again darling...hurry...the cord that binds us stretches so thin...This race horse inside me doesn't know where to run...It's sense of direction so far has been none...Across the desert plains I go...weary and tired and moving so slow...so thirsty for the lovely drink I had known...Where is my oasis...the one I can call my own...The life we knew was perfect...love and happiness had no greater moment...Now our rainbow is gone...Sadness is here to stay...The silver morning dew no longer sweet...The lovely song birds are now barely heard...The bright colors of life...no longer fill my eyes...Day by day I die...My life...my love...soon I hope to be with thee...The shackles that hold me now are breaking free...Death...who stole you away...again...invites me to come and stay...He's called so many times and only angels of hope turned him away...Ruthlessly he strikes against them...every blow causing pain and sorrow...Evil tools he used to have his way...deception...distrust...even stealing more life away...Why did you do it...You take my love...you take my life...How could you plant the seed of death in my future wife...Now my soul has left me...but my body remains...Meaningless and pointless...it's done playing this game...My life was short...but it was full...I gave my love...I gave my soul...no greater gift can I know then the most beautiful love I have told...To have the perfect love we knew is lifes meaning for me...paradise in heavens gates could bring no greater moment...For my heart to beat for the love of another is it's passion and purpose...it's pure joy...My heart beats for none other now...my angels of hope have been struck down...This heart served it's perfect love well...Tired and weary now it longs to rest...having tried to keep true it's promised quest...Oh soul of my soul search for me...My true love...my beloved...you know how I long for thee...Find this race horse and let us ride...eternity beckons and calls me to reside...Good Lord...stop this heart of mine...Soul let us now go find...Always and forever I will love thee...thank you angels for being kind to me...

Dana



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