My Childhood  

letstryit4fun38 50F
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6/20/2006 8:00 am

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My Childhood

As a child growing up I never had the dreams of being anything but just dreams of getting away from the physical,mental,and sexual abuse that I was going through. I ran away several times always to be returned to my home. Noone would listen. All I ever heard was that a child is supposed to be seen not heard.Even with the bruises on my back, the social worker said you have to make a kid mind.My stepfather made me out to be this monstrous kid that did nothing but lie. Finally when I was 14 I ran away and never went back. Once I turned 18 I contacted my mom and began to rebuild my relationship with her. The man that sexually abused me actually approached me and ask me to sleep with him and I told him point blank that I would kill him if he ever touched me again.Everyday I deal with the psychological effects from the abuse. I have sought counseling.attempted suicide several times and tried drinking it away but its always there. So I just keep reminding myself that I am a survivor and they will never get the best of me. Considering all that I have been through I think I turned out pretty well.


SirMounts 103M

6/21/2006 12:08 am

I am so sorry that you went through all that. But you seem to have the kind of character that is best exemplified, by your great courage.
A very warm welcome to blogging, letstryit4fun. *smiling*

comanchero77 40M

7/1/2006 10:07 pm

you should have caught him in his sleep and beat his head with a table leg then cut off his shit!!!!!!! but that's my opinion i went through phisical and mental abuse from four steppmoms the second being the worst she beet me everyday and held knives and a 44mag to my head when i was five

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