Winter Blues  

lady_on_fire 47F
498 posts
1/20/2006 7:04 am

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8/4/2006 9:03 pm

Winter Blues

Normally winter makes me feel sad and lonely. The short days with gloomy skys makes me just want to crawl back into bed and sleep. USUALLY.

Luckily right now, I'm not feeling blue. I'm feeling alive. Now i look at those days and think how nice it would be to just snuggle with someone. The warmth of that persons body against mine. Someone that makes me feel like the sexy woman that I know I am. A man that makes me feel so good about myself. A man that takes time to think about me during the day. No matter how busy he is, or where he is at. Somehow I creep into his mind. Hopefully it puts a smile on his face.

I know those of you that have been readers of my blog for some time know the things I'm truly looking for in life. I've been burned, hurt by a few unworthy men. But i've not been hurt beyond repair. Because i feel that there is someone for everyone out in this big world and if you don't put yourself out there and take a risk, you're never going to know.
You know how your family, friends always tell you " Things will happen to you when u least expect it, stop looking for it"
Well, i believe that is so true. If you are constantly looking for that one person, you're going to miss them under your radar. Take the time to be an inviting person. Welcome a variety of people into your life. You just might find that person, or a lifelong friend.

I am a realist, but i'm also a romantic. Reality is that you can't make someone fall for you, it has to be a feeling that they just have. That you have for them. A constant emotion that makes you want to be near that person day and night. Makes you miss them when they're not around you. The sound of their voice makes you smile.
Romance is something that is missing in this world. I am 34 years old and have just met someone that I believe is a true romantic.
See, i've never met someone that bought flowers, or showered me with compliments. MAking me feel good, not asking for anything in return. Its a nice feeling to feel that for once in my life.

My ex was not romantic,I NEVER got anything for any holiday. He forgot our anniversary more than once. Mothers Day , forget it. He used to say, "you're not my mother". Whateva!!!

Anyway, all i'm saying is that winter just took on a whole new meaning for me. No more blues, no more feeling lonely.
I'm ready to get out and live. Something I haven't done in a long time.

TTigerAtty 63M

1/20/2006 8:25 pm

Glad things are looking up for you!



non illigitimae carborundum

yeatersupreme 46M
9 posts
1/20/2006 8:54 pm

well what can i say. i am a gentlemen and i will continue to be a gentlemen. so get used to recieving flowers and be prepared to be spoiled because u r a great women and u deserve everything u get from now on so be prepared for adventure and lots and lots of pleasurable fun. and u know what i mean by that. lol

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