I Don't Fall, I Stumble  

kittykatluvr9 35F
2 posts
8/29/2006 4:43 pm

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I Don't Fall, I Stumble

It's been quite some time since I was so serious about finding another woman to be intimate with. Sometimes it scares me because I don't want to lose what I have with my husband. But I keep thinking about that perfect relationship with a girl. I wish I could find a great girl friend to share life with. I think it'd be a perfect mix if she was (happily) married and looking for a girlfriend. I worry about finding a girl who's not attached - that I won't be able to give her 100% of myself because of my husband. That wouldn't be fair to her. (But I ain't giving up my hubby for the world!)

Like, there's a girl I have a bit of a crush on, but she's 100% anti-penis. I know I wouldn't be able to give her what she needs, so it probably wouldn't work out. That doesn't keep me from flirting with her (and I'd love to make out with her ), but the reality is that it ain't gonna work.

I just wish I could find "that gal". I keep fantasizing about spending a perfect day with her. Just being girls - shopping, having lunch, talking, and at the end of the day being able to run my fingers through her hair, lean in and give her a soft kiss on her luscious lips. I long for the softness of another woman.

Lol, I guess that's all a fantasy for now.

Hydragenias 57F

8/29/2006 5:13 pm

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rm_PurryKitty2 49M/51F
9753 posts
8/29/2006 6:01 pm

You will sweetie. It will happen when you dont expect it.

Purry {=}


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