searching for the other pink sock!  

kittihunter 46F
53 posts
3/22/2006 3:46 pm

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3/24/2006 2:33 am

searching for the other pink sock!

The title sounds wierdly cryptic, doesn't it? Well, actually this morning I was trying to get dressed for work, running late and rummaging through my laundry basket with one pink sock on my foot and desperately seeking the other one. At that moment, I thought to myself, that's the title for today's blog! Anyways, I want to firstly say thanks to all you guys who took the time to actually read my very first ever blog and an even bigger thanks to those of you who made comments. I really enjoyed them, as they were a wonderful surprise and very insightful. Thanks for the encouragement!!

My AdultFriendFinder experience is still very new and exciting. Still getting much interest from the guys, only one lady to speak of, but we've been exchanging some lovely emails and she seems like a very great lady. There could be some possibilities there...hmmm ....The guys are entertaining too and there's one who's at the top of my list of "probables" right now. I'll try not to kiss and tell if something does happen....well, I won't tell too much... Still trying to acclimate myself to the whole 'casual sex' thing. I've not done it since college (years ago, I won't tell how many) and back then I didn't have to give it any thought; you saw someone you wanted, you hooked up, not that big of a deal, right? Now that I'm older I'm finding that I've grown more selective, should I go as far as to say "picky"? I find myself thinking, just because I'm on an adult site doesn't mean I can't have my choices, right? With many of the emails of interest that I get and how some people come across, it makes me wonder if just because a woman (or man) wants to have some fun, explore their sexuality more and chooses this site as a venue for such, does that make them "easy"?

Do we as sexual explorers/adventurers still reserve the privilege of being choosy when it comes to our discreet, non-committal partners? Of course I'd say yes but I guess it depends on the intention and perspective of the person expressing interest as well. Oh well, some silly notion to ponder further...

A little while ago, I took some new photos on my webcam for my potential first guy, something else I'm new at doing. I have to admit, I'm self-conscious of my body, seeing myself as a sexual being and photographing myself is very awkward to me. It was only a few months ago that I really started taking lingerie seriously, so taking the next step to model in it and do photos is a huge deal for me.....I guess by now, everyone is collectively rolling their a card carrying member of the Peanut Gallery, I can take it...anyways, as nervous as I was to take the photos (which came out pretty good by the way), I'm even more nervous about sending them to him. I guess because my outer self is so very demure, expressing this side of myself so openly is such a huge shift. We've chatted a lot, met once, just a face-to-face greeting to get acquainted and even had an oustanding phone sex session last week, so I think it's safe to say, he'll be the first! He's been begging me for pics and it's a HUGE turn-on for me to hear a man beg me(sorry guys, but it I'm also nervous because he's quite a bit older than me and I've not ever been with a man over 40, but he says he's good and I have to admit he's got me curious....and is my nature is that of a kitty-kat, I just have to satisfy myself, right?

Well, dinner calls so I'm taking my marbles and going home. Still haven't found that damn sock yet either!

HeardLankaMalls 56M
2925 posts
3/23/2006 5:03 am

Nice post Kitti

I think being choosy is definitely a 'right'. There may be moments when completely casual 'hook-ups' are wanted and needed. But most do require some sort of relationship and trust between the participants so that their wants and needs and expectations can be met, to the satisfaction of both. Just my humble opinion, of course.

Hope things keep progressing for you. And keep sharing; we all like to hear/read the stories

Hugs, C

leopardeprincess 49F

3/23/2006 2:00 pm

I totally understand where you are coming from, it seems if you post here you must give yourself to every licking sticking tom sniffing around your kitten, my muffin, but I feel this is so far from the truth, my thruth anyway. I know that I have the right to say no even if I said yes 10 mins. ago, it is still my choice. I have met some goods guys, corrections some very good guys and there have been some pigs, but the good far out weigh the bad. Just because you are here does not mean your wants and needs or standards for that matter are pushed aside, I think I can have it all and thankfully there are enough to choose from that I dont have to settle for Mr. maybe when Mr. Perfect is around the corner. Anyway girl hang in there, dont settle and get yours, hey older guys are nothing to sleep on they can be great partners.

MONA_14 31F

3/23/2006 2:59 pm

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