laying in bed  

kats60 57F
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11/28/2005 6:07 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

laying in bed

last night till 2 in the morning i layed in bed and thought of you, how you were,if you even wanted to be found,i questioned to myself what happened, what went wrong to keep you from coming to me and living your life with me each day.my heart is so sick, i feel like my guts been turned inside out, hollow it feels,the worst feeling you can have when your in love. bitter taste in my mouth,eyes feel sunken in, smile is broken, thinking you may stay gone and never come to me,would destroy me. i cant sleep much any more these days for thinking of you, or your in my dreams and i wake up and your not here, its to sad for me! for if my love never does come home,was this all for nothing or was it to make me see that love isnt to be taken to lightly because of past relationships,im being punished by thy, one higher up than you, looking down on me!


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