MY FIRST NIGHT SINGLE .....  

kats60 57F
739 posts
12/19/2005 2:50 pm

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MY FIRST NIGHT SINGLE .....

IM HOME AS ANY NIGHT, IM DRINKING COFFEE, THOUGH I SHOULD BE CELEBRATING WITH A COUPLE OF COLD BEERS IM NOT, HELL ITS A WEEK DAY, LOL.HAVE TO WORK TOMORROW ,DONT WANT A HANG OVER.I STOPED BY MY KIDS DADS HOUSE BEFORE COMING HOME, TOLD HIM HOW DIVORCE WENT, HE OFFERED ME A BEER , I SAID, NOPE DONT DRINK AND DRIVE. TALKED TO MY YOUNGEST SON FOR A MINUTE THEN CAME HOME. I RAN OFF THIS MORNING FORGETTING TO FEED THE ANIMALS,THEY WERE ALL WAITING FOR ME,SO I DID THAT. IN THE BACK OF MY MIND , I THOUGHT OF DANNY TODAY, I HAD WISHED HED BEEN WAITING FOR ME AFTER COURT, I WENT ALL BY MYSELF, DIDNT TAKE ANYONE NOT EVEN MOM! THOUGHT I WAS OLD ENOUGH TO NOT NEED ANY ONE,I DID OK. I DROVE HOME BY MYSELF ,STOPED AT MINIMART,GRABBED A CAPPACUINO, FRENCH VANILLA , STOPED BY MOMS TOLD HER AND DAD HOW IT WENT. WELL ANY WAYS, IM JUST HAVING ANORMAL NIGHT AT HOME, NOW I MAY GO OUT NEW YEARS, CO-WORKER ASKED IF I WANTED TO GO BY THE LAKE BAR, COURSE I HAVE NO DATE, SHES GOT A MAN, NOT THAT I REALLY NEED ONE, IM SURE THERE WILL BE MEN THERE, I MAY GET TO DANCE SLOW AFTER ALL!
WHO KNOWS THATS OVER A WEEK AWAY.


oldman1776 79M
3164 posts
12/19/2005 4:38 pm

Glad things went wll and have a nice first night.


TTigerAtty 63M

12/20/2005 1:22 am

Take a deep breath, Kat, and gather yourself!


TimedDianaClavi 63M

12/20/2005 3:35 am

Hi Kat...I really feel for you. Been there...You know Don Henley's "Heart of the Matter"? There's a verse that goes....

There are people in your life who've come and gone
They'll put you down, they'll hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you baby, life goes on
You keep carying that anger, it'll eat you up inside

Don't know if your angry about it but the point is it's all about forgiveness. Took me a while to figure that out after my divorce....

Hey, if you need a date for New Years let me know. I'd be pleased to escort you.


kats60 57F

12/20/2005 3:50 am

IM NOT BITTER, ACTUALLY IM PRETTY GOOD WITH IT NOW, SAID WE ACTUALLY HUGGED GOOD BYE, ALOT OF TIME PAST BETWEEN US WITHOUT SEEING EACH OTHER, THINK THAT HELPED AT BEING ABLE TO HUG, WE HAD SOME GOOD TIMES, BUT TO MANY FIGHTS,WE COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER FRIENDS THAN SPOUSES., ON THE DATE ....ILL GET BACK WITH YOU!!! ALONE,,, LOL ..KAT


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