Blunt force trauma  

jst4fun915 35F
420 posts
7/24/2006 4:39 am

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7/26/2006 4:26 am

Blunt force trauma

I really feel like beating my head against the wall repeatedly. There are lots of things going on right now that are all fucked up, and I have no control over most of them (especially the ones that mean the most to me), which doesn't sit well with my control freak tendancies. I can go from estactic, and totally relaxed, to miserable and stressed in the blink of an eye (and no, not because I'm nuts, simply because the reality of situations smacks me upside my head every so often). Reality sucks big time, and at this moment I have the urge to throw a tantrum that would make my kids' tantrums look like a day at the beach. I won't of course, because I'm an adult, but I still want to.
How's that for a cryptic post? FUCK! (And not the good kind!)

GossipJunkie 41F

7/24/2006 4:45 am

That's a hell of a 180 after Saturday's post. I hope things get better for you.


"Dance like nobody's watching"

AussieCuckold 54M/42F

7/24/2006 7:04 am

Yup, tantrum away.

The worst thing is - as open as 'blogs' are, you can never really truely write what's going on behind closed doors to make us feel the way we do.

Judging by the title of your post, I really hope it wasn't anything of a physical abuse that's got you worked up.


jst4fun915 35F

7/24/2006 7:36 am

No, Beckie, it wasn't physical abuse, I've survived that before, and will never allow it again. It's more just emotional stress I'm putting on myself, feeling like I don't belong in a situation I'm in, too much drama in my life (which I hate!!!), etc. I would throw the tantrum, but I can't while the kids are around.

eveready06 43M

7/24/2006 4:06 pm

Join the fuckin club lol! Life's a big merry go round and I wanna get off!!!

jst4fun915 35F

7/25/2006 4:38 am

Stop the ride!! I'm with Ever, I want off!!

rm_firegle 39M

7/25/2006 2:37 pm

yeah but the ride sometimes make things interesting, besides only you can decide if the wait in the line is worth the ride, btw if you need to just go outside and scream it sometimes helps, may not be the tantrum but it would be kinda like a stress reliever.

rm_Pebcac80 43M
104 posts
7/25/2006 9:52 pm

Just take a deep breath. In the end, things will go as they go, and for the most part, we all stay alive and move on with things Here's sending out higs that things turn around OK for ya

jst4fun915 35F

7/26/2006 4:26 am

Thanks everyone!

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