POEMS OF LOVE AND SADNESS BY JASON2VOORHEES SET 11-20  

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6/12/2006 10:18 pm

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POEMS OF LOVE AND SADNESS BY JASON2VOORHEES SET 11-20

11 TORMENT
upon this grave of the departed he was never closely guarded
for too long now I had unanswered cries
I'm falling away I'm so afraid
the love we had is crumbling
the time will come when I'll die alone
but I cannot resist the fear
its the struggle that threatens me
will you stay or leave
how cruel live was to me
for my time here is limited
the joy I need restricted to despair
to place care in me was a waste of time
the emptiness reigns in my soul
encourage the madness welcome insanity
life constantly challenging me
all alone and afraid
the suffering begins when death ends
can no longer bare it you'll be the one to send me to my
grave
disgrace leads to denial no more smiles
faith leads me blind lies so hard to comprehend
my disturbed mind replays
laying low digging my hole
will I leave without any hope
what a man makes is there for another's greed
he's a victim of this circumstance
these wounds won't go away
there's things inside me makes my screams and shouts
why has torment chosen me
beware for their are things that bite without a care
the agony never sleeps
Instead it bleeds me.
12 HOPELESSNESS
There are no beatable odds
there are no believable gods
there are no possible dreams
there is no silence only screams
there are no happy times
there are no simple signs
there are no reachable goals
there are no cleanable souls
there are no more fairy tales
there are no heaves bells.
13 INSANITY
I'm so alone why won't sanity come home
I've been waiting for you I don't want too
I didn't mean to but I had to
how I miss you so please tell me what to do
your fading away sanity please stay
the door too freedom is closed
I run but it stays by my side.
14 FROM RIGHT FROM WRONG
I was a man that hid from his tears
lost and forgotten for so many years
until I found myself
I look in the mirror and love turns into hate
whenever I saw your face
I hid in disgrace
until the light finally shined in
when ever I see your frown
hurt would put me down
I've been through this before
so what's it hurt with one more
I've come to let you know
that without you I'm not whole
I can't help myself.
15 UNDERNEATH WICKED SKY 1
never a care for what they say
never a care for the games they play
the young man sits lonely at home
laying awake in the morning light
with no one to hold him tight
the heart grows old
all there is
time that is mine
life it seems to fade away
getting shorter everyday
lost the will to live
simply nothing more to give
getting lost within himself
nothing else matters no one else
didn't know this pain could be so real
can't stand this hell I feel
night taking dawn
I was me but now he's gone
cannot live with this pain inside of me
don't know what I'm supposed to fight for
but don't want fight anymore
she loves me not but I love her still
break your heart she will
I love her still she loves me not
she left me lonely to rot
spend my days in loneliness
spend my years with emptiness
this feeling comes from the heart
it tears my soul apart
what I thought is what I know
against the cold I stand alone
light doesn't shine upon me
this is me soon to be you
look upon these tears
for pain is what they scream
no more crying no more cries
no more lying no more lies
when it comes to the time we will be partners in crime
Now I'll just say good bye.
16 UNDERNEATH WICKED SKY 2
here we come to finish what needs to be done
the child watches his parents die under wicked sky
his parents are now dead
now who will put the child to bed
in the web of lies
the child begins to cry
he does not know what to fight for
he doesn't want to go through this hell anymore
put into a little cell
put through a living hell
he thought he knew it all
he thought he had it all
don't care for what they say
don't care for their ways
they hate us for what we really are
I know there is a reason just can't see it from this far
they take away my freedom of choice
but I know that somewhere someone hears my voice
what I felt, what I known
so sick and tired I stand alone
I lay awake in the morning light
with no one to hold
another sleepless night
you could make me laugh you could make me cry
but without you love maybe I should die
as people kill each other soon
there will me no love left to uncover
the dark of day the black of night
death is near it's in sight
should I open the door for you
or are you unforgiving too
the lonely man was feeling down
until her love turned his heart around
life isn't fair he said he loved her
But she doesn't seem to care.
17 DARK LONELY PLACE
As time take's its toll
faith makes blind
but I learn to live with it
let go of the pain in your mind
won't you listen to what I have to say
they promise the world but eventually everything turns to
dust
how I remember that very first day
when you slipped away
as I wait for love my heart slowly dies
at last I am at peace by self sacrifice
I pay the price in tears
every night I see only black
times I had good and bad
win or loose death is what I choose
I can't seem to get away from fate
can I survive or is it already too late
love I seek and find in you
but you never cared nor did you knew
drowning in loneliness I suffocate
when you told me you were better off alone
I never knew that tears could sting
I can see you in my dreams
but our reach was just too far
I became old gray and beat
you turned my world into a dark lonely place
can't you see the tears fall from my face
you must be my angel sent from grace
to take me to a better place
as my world closes in I only wish for you
can't you understand me
the wind sings maiden bell songs
sounds of lust makes us anxious
your looks could kill your body my thrill
I wanted to hold you but I better not touch
how I love you just so much
in you web of deception I'm caught
I cry just too feel your touch
I want you to scream my name my pain your thrill
I wanted your love but it was just too much
will my heart ever shine it's brightness that's so true
never shined through what I've shown
when I look into your eyes I was quickly seduce
never will I be set free
this fight I cannot win
better places I been
never a care to die
UN regretfully to feel the peace inside of me
Never to see what might of been.
18 SILENT AGONY
This was the road to my end
the time has come to pay the price
to speak your mind you wouldn't think twice
then you used me in your sacrifice
the end has come so take your turn
the tears that you burn
reflect the essence in your fears
upon my pain in which you fee
in my brain you planted the seed
as the season past the torment grows
life has struck its final blow
I invested my love into for nothing could be sweeter
I said I need you does that make me wrong or am I a freak
that just doesn't belong
my heart was blackened its getting worse
is it me or just loves curse
trying to visualize the pleasures that lay ahead
deep own we know there is no their way when all is gone
are you my destiny or is it wasted love
no one loves this desperate carcass
tears float like silent whispers in the night
I'm a man who walks alone in the dark
seeking a promise that I was denied
Now there's nothing left to say.
19 THE LESSON NEVER LEARNED
Searching for what we were
never knowing what we had
there is always something coming
but is it good or bad
what will come to be
people are too stubborn to see
as it is now soon it will be
were setting it free
the lesson never learned
love should not be demanded but earned
something is coming it just takes time
but time we don't have much of
mayhem and carnage we kill each other
no one left to recover
streets are now crypts
Here comes apocalypse.
20 THE END
Living a tale of agony
I feel the voices laughing at me
don't want to live
can't even think of a reason why
don't even know why I ever existed
I only find peace at mind
when I know I'm destined to die
feeling its warmth death greets me with open arms
I feel life slipping away as the days go by
having to swallow the sorrow
life it seems is fading away getting darker everyday
the pain has become all to real
can't stand this hell I feel
emptiness is filling me driving me into insanity
the end is taking dawn
I was here but now I'm gone.


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