Since greeneyesalt05 spilled the beans.......  

itsallfun1957 60M
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12/30/2005 11:26 pm

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Since greeneyesalt05 spilled the beans.......

It's 0150 here in Decatur and I'm in the "loopy-state" of being. I've had several posts or at least content for odd posts come and go through out the day. So, instead let me refer to a post from Friday by "mr simply me" titled "Marriages and Affairs--Closer Look" to all of us who have ventured into those uncertain waters. I will not claim this post as my guide book for navigation through these waters, but it was a timely post.

I doubt that I'm unique in this thought process, but I do feel this relationship is right and one that I will always cherish regardless where it may lead. I also feel that my friend and I are soul mates of sorts, or at the very least that she and I are mirror images that compliment each other. Not to belabor a point, but she is a female version of me and I am the male version of her. Clear as mud, right?

Is there a point to this post, quite-frankly I'm done. Dancing around feelings and issues, but hey I'm not perfect. I'm happy and she's happy, so live for the moment. Be it right or wrong, we'll stay the course. Have a Happy Impending New Years.>>>itsallfun1957


itsallfun1957 60M

12/31/2005 9:46 am

Mizzkitka, not to sound horribly philosophical, but this is one of the good with the bad experiences. There is obviously the positive, a soul mate, a connection I haven't felt for so long. The flip side of the coin is the predictable unknown. Living for the moment does sound trite, but applying logic with emotions just becomes a huge mind-fuck. If our relationship was just the friend with benefits; it would diminish what we have, although the casual observer would say that is precisely what you have. Our budding relationship is mind and soul first then the body is willing to follow. I hope that makes sense.>>> not wading across a big-ol-river in Egypt...itsallfun1957


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