I wonder..  

ineedabodypillow 43M
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1/15/2006 10:40 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I wonder..

in my own self reflection ..
now that i'm 31.. turning 32 in april..

i begin to see a pattern and wonder about change..

will the perv in me die or be transformed into a butterfly of some sort..

will my sexual deviations become a part of some master quilt that will show me a greater reason for my sexual creativity, outbursts, yearning, fustration and just trying to find a kindred soul where all of these things are the norm.. and doesn't have to be hidden behind masks or egotisical names..

Can i remove this mask that i perceive that if seen for what it is.. will hinder me from work and decent relationships.. or is it an illusion.. Assuming that the hint of sexual enjoyment is a sin.. in and out of a decently normal relationship..

or will i just "grow" out of it..

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