poem of malice  

rm_indydirtydog 47M
929 posts
12/19/2005 6:45 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

poem of malice

I had some pain to work through...a painful memory of something that I am healing from..here is what poured out of me today at work while I reflected on....read it and take from it what you will, this is my therapy


Hell has no emptiness like love abandoned
No darkness greater than a lover’s betrayal
Where is the sun that warmed my heart?
Where is the moon guiding me through darkness?
They were both in your eyes my love
The very light that my soul danced in.

Your love was my nourishment
Your desires were my purpose
Your malice my death sentence.
When your eyes turned from me
All light failed, I was left in darkness
Leaving me empty, naked, and defenseless

Let me out of this hell
These bars of bitterness I can not break.
The locks of despair I can not pick.
Release me from this prison cell.
Why did you have to be so cruel?
What drove your heart into such wickedness?

Did it please you to see me suffer, see me broken?
If so, then I served you well
You took my precious sunny days
A rainy day now would be a present
Just a cloudy day would bring great joy.

I will get out of this torment
Slowly I am climbing out of despair,
My soul rebuilding, my fire I am stoking
You can not see it yet but it is growing
Beware my love, I will outshine you.
And I will not let you share my joy

But I will still love you...

Women Women everywhere and not a pussy to eat......

rm_DarknStar 55F
2823 posts
12/20/2005 6:31 am

Darkness: Seems to be the best place for Healing!!

Or is it a Demon, that drives US there?

rm_indydirtydog 47M
700 posts
12/20/2005 2:15 pm

Darkness is a nice place to visit and a place to heal, but I can not live here. I need to feel some warmth and look out and see, even if it is only a pin point of light in the distance. This is just a rough time, but not the end, today is better. Thanks for the reply.

Women Women everywhere and not a pussy to eat......

funfemaleblonde 47F

12/20/2005 6:45 pm

I can help you heal!

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