blah blah and Papa Roach song scars  

rm_indydirtydog 47M
929 posts
5/2/2006 7:43 pm

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5/4/2006 2:18 pm

blah blah and Papa Roach song scars


Well hiding behind another song (see below)I am working through some things.

Not sure what is going on these days, I have a lot of anger and betrayal to work through. Home is still the same sucky life. My old temptress and I have exchanged a few emails, catching up a little and sharing a little. It hurts, I really loved her and it is hard to believe that she is so far away. It is hard because she is so guarded and will not open up, and I need some closer.

Maybe I need to just leave and be alone for awhile, or find a fuck buddy to play with, or log off this site, put on blinders and live with what I have.

I still love my wife and my kids are my life. I just do not want any drama. maybe If the right friend showed some interest maybe I could cross that line. I am picky though.

PAPA ROACH LYRICS"Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]


Women Women everywhere and not a pussy to eat......


rm_DarknStar 55F
2823 posts
5/3/2006 8:28 am

Baby, you do what you got to do, to make yourself Happy! It sucks to live with pain and wanting. You need to feel needed, just like ME. and thats why I have done the things, that I have done. The first time is always the hardest, and if we dont get caught, it gets easier as time goes by.

Baby...remember...Whatever you DO, and where ever you GO, Ill be here as your friend to dump on...*grin*....even though longing to squeeze that sexy ASS of yours...I understand!!

THX for being my late night chatter! I always look forward into talking to you!!

*HUGS* & *KISSES*


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