b-day sucked  

rm_indydirtydog 47M
929 posts
1/11/2006 7:58 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

b-day sucked

Well, you learn to expect certain behaviors from people, even though you KNOW what is going to happen there is always that silly thread of hope that your spouse will suprise you with the correct response.

I did get a meal out, but that was all...stayed up alone and watched tv. I have not been very regular on here lately, but I have not had it in me to set and write...some things are not worth reliving....

so she went out with her group of friends and drank and partied the next night while I finished up the dishes and all that she left from 2 nights before...it really pissed me off when she came home all fucken happy about all the people that turned out and how she had so much fun.

Ok Fuck it I will relive this stupid B-day..just so you can see what drives me into the pit that I keep trying to crawl out of....

I get a call on the way home..."...leaving work early...not feeling well...blah blah"

I get home and walk in the door and the fireplace is on and she is wrapped up in a blanket...I am thinking "YES,YES,YES" no kids for 1.5 hours and she is planning something....NO She was tired and just could not stay at work. so we sat there for awhile and I got restless and had to move. So I get up and start fixing diner. She was wanting to go out and started pushing that. I said "hey, you are tired and feel like crap, I am tired, why waste the time and money to go out. The kids will stress you out and the evening will be horrible and you will hate me."

We ended up going out and the kids were real good and all, but it was not enjoyable. I know that she was not going to give me any happy ending, so I put a wall up so that I would not get suckered in and then let down.

Well I went to bed alone...

The next night she went out and came home buzzed and I did not hardly said a word, I was just dissappointed. so she drank more until she had enough and said that she was going to bed, she was drunk and the window of oppertunity was closing. I am a romantic...this shit of just, well we can do it before I fall asleep with no input not prepwork, and no forplay or teasing, really sucks and it does not satisfy me at all.

I sat there feeling like a piece of shit for about 5 minutes and then thought...something better than nothing.

So, I talked my carpool freind into stopping by Hooters tonight for a feast of wings and beer.
I cam home to a angry spouse, because I do not take of anything around the house and not responsible....whatever....

I fucken bust my ass around this house and do more than my share with the kids....

So that has been my suck ass week.......

Women Women everywhere and not a pussy to eat......

rm_DarknStar 55F
2823 posts
1/12/2006 5:48 am

Happy belated Birthday! (better late than never)..*wink*

and as for US hopelessly romantic people,always wanting a birthday that we will never forget....and it NEVER happens!! I know what your feeling!

funfemaleblonde 47F

1/12/2006 6:41 pm

Happy Birthday Babe!! I wish I could make it up to you. Keep in touch!

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