Ding, Dong the Queen is Dead  

impqueen 55F
79 posts
5/18/2006 6:12 pm

Last Read:
10/4/2007 5:10 pm

Ding, Dong the Queen is Dead


Don't worry, physically I am still alive, emotionally I am spent, dead. I am in the process of losing the man I love and I thought loved me. Oh, we still love each other. As a matter of fact we made love just this morning. He laid next to me on the bed, slowly unbuttoned my shirt and exposed my breasts which he tenderly fondled. He bent over me and thrust his tongue into my mouth where my tongue eagerly met it. We kissed. He told me he wanted to make love to me. I whispered "I love you"- ah the romance. *phewt* But hey, sex is sex right? So we hurriedly stripped down and I eagerly grabbed his hard cock and stroked it. He fingered my hot, throbbing clit. Oh, I moaned. It felt so good. "I want to feel your tight pussy." he whispered. He grabbed my legs and threw them over his shoulder as he thrust his hard cock into my tight hot aching pussy. I raised my hips to greet him. Oh god it felt so good. We smiled at one another, softly moaning. Harder, deeper he thrusted, his balls slapping against my ass. OH- I came wave upon wave...then together we came. Oh,yesss....
But I digress...he has been laid off from his job and is looking to take employment 6 hours away. It hurts. I know we won't be together and it hurts. He will soon forget me as his life takes on new meaning and new people. Or in his case old friends. So here I sit, typing this blog through hot, salty tears. I am building up walls, brick by brick so that the next man who thrusts his hard, aching cock into my hot, wet pussy will not steal my heart and will not be able to hurt me. He will have awesome sex, that I will make sure of, but emotionally he will never have me. My heart will turn to stone as I suck his cock and make him squirm beneath me. I will give him the ride of his life, but I will feel nothing. I never want to feel this way again.

**love sucks**

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
5/18/2006 6:32 pm

I'm sorry.


rm_ready4u55555 71M

5/18/2006 7:30 pm

Do not EVER depricate your self worth over
some one, no matter what.

Put your self back together, and regain
the beauty, excitement, and joy of life.

All of it.

You deserve to treat your self with more
respect. Take risks and go for the gusto.

Life will be enjoyavle and rewarding.


rm_VICT197222 45M

5/29/2006 2:21 pm

I AM SO SORRY TO HEAR THAT. AND I KNOW ALL TOO WELL HOW YOU ARE FEELING AND PLEASE TAKE IT FROM ME AND LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES. I DID THE SAME THING THAT YOU SAY YOU ARE DOING AND TRUST ME. IT IS NOT THE RIGHT WAY TO GO ABOUT IT. YOU SHOULDNT BIULD ANY WALLS UP. I DID AND IT SEEMS I DID A VERY GOOD JOB OF IT TOO. IT IS SO HARD FOR ME TO LET ANYONE IN TO SEE WHAT I AM REALLY LIKE. HARD FOR THEM TO STEAL MY HEART AND IN THE END THEY EITHER GIVE UP OR I DRIVE THEM AWAY. THAT IS NOT A GOOD WAY TO BE. SURE I DONT FEEL ANY PAIN OR LOSE EACH TIME THIS HAPPENS. BUT I DO FEEL THE PIAN AND TO HURT OF THE ONES I HURT. PLEASE LISTEN TO ME AND DONT GIVE UP HOPE. TAKE CARE,


purple3312 54M
2 posts
6/2/2006 2:06 pm

ONLY MEANS BETTER WILL COME OF IT.SORRY YOU TOOK AN EMOTIONAL HIT. BUT WHAT IS LOVEMAKING WITH OUT EMOTION.THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH SHARING 99 PERCENT OF YOURSELF WITH SOMEONE SPECIAL.JUST KEEP THAT OTHER ONE PERCENT TO YOURSELF.DONT SLAM THE DOOR ON YOUR HEART,BETTER WILL COME OF IT.ALWAYS DOES.


rm_1sthgman 70M
46 posts
7/31/2006 6:14 am

I thought I'd never have or give total love again after I caught my 1st wife cheating on me.
Then I met another woman, but after she came "out of the closet" that relationship went down the tubes.
Went camping with friends - met a woman - dated for months - then lived together for 15 years - then we got married [5 years] and I lost her to cancer last year.
Am I giving up? NO, I still want to give love and be loved.


blacksweetness57 60M/F
3 posts
10/11/2006 9:44 am

Sorry to hear that. It happens to all of us. Build your wall to protect yourself, but leave the gate open sometimes.


Become a member to create a blog