Eyes wide open  

ilsuconu 58M
194 posts
6/25/2006 10:53 am

Last Read:
6/28/2006 6:56 am

Eyes wide open

I’ve closed my eyes
against past lies;
another sharp ache.
The tears that fell
remind me well,
stopping me
before my heart breaks.

The loves I’ve lost
at awesome cost
still linger
inside my sad mind.
Like ghosts they roam
while I’m alone
and dreaming
of happier times.

Then you showed me
my destiny.
And, at last
my mind sings new songs.
I sometimes think
that if I blink
You too, would be gone.

ilsuconu 58M

6/25/2006 11:00 am

Awww shit! Here I go again getting mushy!

rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
6/25/2006 11:52 am

What do you do when wooing someone who's put a new song in your mind? How do you touch her and draw her to you so that she feels called to rest her head with you?

Yup...this juiciness is from me....


ilsuconu replies on 6/25/2006 12:31 pm:
I wish I knew... how to woo. I've never planned these emotional interludes... they just seem to happen on their own, like some invisible force I can't predict or control.

rm_iwannatellu 46F
933 posts
6/25/2006 11:53 am


This is lovely, but deeply sad.

*sending positive thoughts to you*


ilsuconu replies on 6/25/2006 2:35 pm:
Must be today's forecast... it's mostly cloudy here in Pittsburgh, PA and every once in awhile some melancholy memories stir in me. Thank you for being here... please don't be a stranger! And... welcome to My World!

rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
6/25/2006 4:31 pm

Silly man...you could probably start with a few more IM conversations. LOL!

Yup...this juiciness is from me....


ilsuconu replies on 6/26/2006 7:17 am:
I will... when I can figure out a way to keep the Messenger from bumping me offline. I guess running this site at the same time uses too much RAM.

ilsuconu replies on 6/26/2006 7:18 am:
P.S. This is an older PC... 4 years old, which was probably ancient technology 3.5 years ago!


6/25/2006 4:39 pm

beautiful..just stepping stone to a more beautiful path

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat

ilsuconu replies on 6/25/2006 5:33 pm:
Sometimes these kinds of thoughts just take over... I can either ignore them, in which case they keep pestering me, or I can express them and then they leave me alone... for awhile. Thank you for being here... please don't be a stranger!

JuicyBBW1001 56F

6/25/2006 5:10 pm

I agree with MrsMuffland


ilsuconu replies on 6/25/2006 5:34 pm:
You're so sweet... it was your eyes that caught my attention before, and really, I've always liked that particular color! (And you've got freckles, too!)

Whispersoftly5 53F
15176 posts
6/26/2006 6:34 am

Amazing how these feelings can take us. Especially at our happiest of times. Sort of melancholy - the upside is they can be followed with us feeling so incredible. Hope that was the case for you sweetie!


ilsuconu replies on 6/26/2006 7:19 am:
Yeah! It was! I just couldn't put a lable on it until just now. Thanks!

newtothis702207 57F

6/26/2006 5:12 pm

today is melancholy and you put it into words. Thank you!

ilsuconu replies on 6/27/2006 5:32 am:
Today, actually, is a whole lot better since your surprise yesterday!

MaggiesWishes 61F

6/27/2006 7:30 am

Personally, intimate and emotional.

Whisper to me ...

warm huggies 2ya

ilsuconu replies on 6/27/2006 8:27 am:
okay... what would you like me to say?

Other than Thanks! for being here...

MaggiesWishes 61F

6/27/2006 9:35 am

I'm sure you know what to whipser ...

ilsuconu replies on 6/27/2006 11:18 am:
sometimes I just get a little tongue-tied though!

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