To the only ( truly wonderful & special) lady in my life!  

hsold1 50M
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8/24/2006 5:44 pm

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12/7/2006 3:51 pm

To the only ( truly wonderful & special) lady in my life!


I just wanted to say I did something very stupid & childish to someone very special to me...I don't know if she will read this, but I want to say I am sorry! Nothing can change what I did or make it not have happened...But I can only say if she'd allow me I want to talk to her & explain everything & apologize to her.
If you read this & want to I would like to be able to see you & talk to you. I don't know if you want to see or talk to me??? If you do please let me know.......................


11/21/06 Updated
I am still hoping that she will want to talk to me & allow me to sit down with her & talk to her so I can explain the truth of what happened, to her...She was totally misinformed & lied to about this & I want/need to tell her the truth!! But since she doesn't seem to want to see me I can't explain any of this to her...I could put it all in text here or elsewhere but still protecting her & her need for privacy & discretion... She still means the world to me, what she feels, thinks & says of & about me mean everything...I again beg you for a chance to see you, explain this & beg you for your forgiveness & a chance to make things up to you my dear!


hsold1 50M

11/25/2006 5:54 pm

To the one Special lady (she knows who she is)...I still hope you will allow me a chance to see you, talk to yu, and tobeg you for your forgiveness!!! you mean the world tro me & I can't take away what I did to you, but I do sinverely, whole-heartedly, regret my actions & ask for your forgiveness my dear.
Please contact me, So I can try somehow, someway to make it up to you! Without you in my life it is an empty painful world I live in & can never undo only make up for what I did and hope you will allow me to still be apart of your life.


hsold1 50M

12/1/2006 9:03 pm

12/01/06 update: It does not seem that you have seen any of my blog posts. But you have recieved some emails...I know your trying to put this all behind you & rebuild your life...I still wish everyday you could & will allow me to see you to apologize in person & try to make this up to you somehow.

I will always regret what I did to you, you may have an idea how much I am hurting inside for all of this....Please if you ever read this, Reach a point in you wiah to sit down & talk to me...you know all the ways to contact me. As always I am here & will be here for you my dear!


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