Is it Me?  

hotandhorny107 59F
339 posts
9/23/2005 10:26 am

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Is it Me?

After recieving a phone call early this morning ( which by the way is not a good thing) I realized that 3 of the men I had as lovers (at different times of course) have now either found someone permanent or gone back to a spouse. All within the year or so that I have been on this site. Naturally, I am happy for all of them well,okay not really all of them, but 2 out of 3 ain't bad. Number 3 I think may be a mistake, since it is for reasons that make no sense, but who am I to judge another's reasons?

Now the question of the day. Is it me or am I just crazy. Of course, this brings up the trust issue with me, having putting some trust in each of the semi-relationships that I had with each of these men. Or is the saying that you can't trust anyone really true? Not to say that I want a long term exclusive relationship, but after seeing someone for a period of time, one tends to let the self built walls down a little thinking that it is safe. Then boom, the phone rings, and you find out that he (or she in some cases, depending on your preferences) is going back to try again or has found someone else and you are history. What is most irritating is that I saw it coming with the third one more or less. And what really pisses me off is, that in my opinion, it is giving in to another persons manipulative behavior, but I kept that opinion to myself.

And now that I have gotten this off my chest so to speak, I will tuck my crying towel away and move on..

rm_Mick22059 59M

9/23/2005 11:30 am

I'm sure there are people that still care about you.If you need him just leave him an IM.

rm_MiVidaLoca25 38F
60 posts
9/23/2005 11:34 am

It's not you at all. People have issues. In my travels I have learned a few things. This same trust issue is everyone's problem. It's just too bad for us that it's more or less like the lottery. You have to play to win, even though you lose most of the time. The choice is always yours. I say keep pluggin along.

stillhorney52 66M

9/24/2005 5:50 am

keep going dear, theres always a reason behind changing things...things arent there in the first place , ill keep them around till something elsecomes along...all the wrong reasons sometime...i know how you feel, im recently out of a 5 yr marriage that i thought would last forever , then she comes up and says that i cant be the wife you want me to be, i didnt know i put a particular label on boils down to she couldnt be the wife she thought she ought to be by the old standards she grew up with...just keep trying like you said you wont win the lottery if you dont play, just pick different numbers

rm_luke69iner 49M
3275 posts
10/14/2005 1:17 am

best wishes for you

it's difficult to become involved with someone without becoming attached ... that's a good trait to have though

you seem like a good person ... you will find somebody new when you are ready

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