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horatio1815 47M/37F
155 posts
4/6/2006 7:05 pm

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8/18/2006 7:40 am

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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

this how i feel tonight. by evanescense. a beautiful song that reminds me of my self in this disturbing cloud of emptiness, it leaves me afraid. those who know me. help me.

imLadyBambi 59M/51F

4/6/2006 8:01 pm

"Even when it is raining, just a little bit of sunshine can bring forth a rainbow" - Lady Bambi

Keep the faith that things will get better. Contact me if you need someone to talk to. Connie (Lady Bambi)

elysianpleasure 48M

4/6/2006 8:08 pm

Are you ok my friend?

norprin5 56M

4/6/2006 8:16 pm

listen, luv, i've just been down in your basement snooping, don't worry, ask around, i do that kind of thing...anyway, you've got some very cool stuff down there...

anyway, luv...know this: you are not alone. we've all got a song, a story, a picture...a ghost...

here you are among friends...

hang on, ok?

King Nor XVIII

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