honestandreal30 42F
211 posts
4/7/2006 6:40 am

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4/11/2006 10:34 pm


why am i here?
i came here hoping to find a lady to share my first experience with.

have i found that person?
no, i believe she does not exist

why do i stay here?
i have met some wonderful people here in blogville, some great friends!!

do i still want a woman?
yes, probably will until the day i die.

have i enjoyed my time here?
for the most part i have, even though my heart has been tortured here.

my heart now?
wrapped tightly in barb wire, no entrance for anyone.

chances are i will never find the person i desire the most. the ones i would like are to far away from me.

is in god's hands now, i search no more!


mtdude2 56M  
117 posts
4/7/2006 7:23 am

Heart wrapped in barbed wire. I know that feeling.

8337 posts
4/7/2006 7:24 am

You can find a woman.

You just need to search, there are plenty looking for female exploration.

Women are shy when courting other women, but once they are comfortable with the situation, they do enjoy the sensuality and the tenderness. The sex is different. They just are unsure, so you have to be reassuring and patient.

That's real.


"My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death." -Tupac Shakur

tillerbabe 57F

4/9/2006 5:19 pm

Sometimes the best is to "Let go, let God.. and then it happens!

honestandreal30 42F

4/10/2006 7:20 am

    Quoting tillerbabe:
    Sometimes the best is to "Let go, let God.. and then it happens!
yes tiller.. i have put it in god's hands my entire life and i am still will happen when it should...i hope!!!


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