MAY  

honestandreal30 42F
211 posts
5/5/2006 10:27 am

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5/12/2006 8:24 pm

MAY


this is the month I hoped would never arrive. I have so much to deal with and still i try to hide.

May the 24th will be my mamaws birthday and May 25th will be 1 yr that she has been gone. I have buried my feelings deep inside but now with these dates just around the corner REALITY I now must face. I have not dealt with loosing my mamaw, i have simply ignored the hurt and tears that beg me to let them out.

now, if that is not enough...my dad got robbed and beat earlier this week...and...one of my good friends grandmother passed away this morning.

Needless to say...the month of May...I am really not liking.

I ask that you bare with me this month, I will be struggling. I will be posting the poem that I wrote and read at my mamaws funeral a little closer to those dates.

I apologize for such sadness but you all are all i have right now!!

honest
real


Whispersoftly5 53F
15176 posts
5/5/2006 8:37 pm

Sweetie no need to apologize for sadness. The circle of life is so hard. I'm glad you'll be posting the poem. I'm sorry to read about your dad and your friendfs loss. You're all in my thoughts. (((HUGS))) to you. Whisper...


carebearluv2 43F

5/5/2006 9:43 pm

I am sorry to hear of your struggles and will keep you in my thoughts. I am here if you need me...you know where to find me.


honestandreal30 42F

5/10/2006 7:16 am

    Quoting Whispersoftly5:
    Sweetie no need to apologize for sadness. The circle of life is so hard. I'm glad you'll be posting the poem. I'm sorry to read about your dad and your friendfs loss. You're all in my thoughts. (((HUGS))) to you. Whisper...
thx whisper...glad to see you in blog...love your pics by the way!!

honest
real


honestandreal30 42F

5/10/2006 7:19 am

    Quoting carebearluv2:
    I am sorry to hear of your struggles and will keep you in my thoughts. I am here if you need me...you know where to find me.
carebear...yes i will be needing you in the next week or so!!! wish you were closer to me....going to have to visit mamaws grave and need to find someone to go with me. have not been there since she passed away......love you

honest
real


CaboWaboVHnut 57M
637 posts
5/12/2006 3:04 pm

I hate to see people in pain, especially fellow Tennesseeans. I just lost a very dear aunt in April. I know it's hard to let the tears out, but, they do help !!! Feel free to drop by my blog anytime, I'm always glad to offer advice, or just be a good listener. Peace, Cabo !!!


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