How I am Feeling  

honestandreal30 42F
211 posts
3/7/2006 8:57 pm

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How I am Feeling


sometimes i feel as though i am ging to lose complete control. lose belief of who i am. see life disapear into darkness. often i wonder what will become of me. will i ever believe what people say i am capable of.
an innocent look, the personality a little odd; quiet, shy, lonely, selective, intelligent, afraid, scared. life of little happiness.
the way i see myself, shows insecurity. i see it, yet unable to change it. the constant put downs seem to overcome. telling me who and how i should be.
i ask why.. why should i change for those who can not except and like me for who i am.

honest
real

majordomobilly 49M
50 posts
3/7/2006 9:18 pm

You should NEVER change except for yourself. We all in some ways try to live our lives to please other people. But at some point we have to start living to please ourself, to make ourself happy. There is nothing wrong with not being part of the mainstream of life. Infact I think that it is better to not be part of the mainstream. Be yourself in doing that you will find people who love and accept you for who you are already. People who will never ask you to change


tillerbabe 57F

3/7/2006 9:23 pm

Don't EVER cahnge for anyone but yourself! I know what it feels like to walk outside of societal standards and be put down for it - find new friends, ones that will support and love the beautiful woman you are! {=}


Babel__Fish 46F

3/8/2006 1:40 am

    Quoting tillerbabe:
    Don't EVER cahnge for anyone but yourself! I know what it feels like to walk outside of societal standards and be put down for it - find new friends, ones that will support and love the beautiful woman you are! {=}
Tiller is right on what she says here.... I do not have anything to add to it, thank Tiller

Babel


honestandreal30 42F

3/8/2006 12:09 pm

thanks for the words of encouragment from ...major....i know what you say is true

honest
real


honestandreal30 42F

3/8/2006 12:10 pm

tiller...babel...i feel so lucky and honored to have you to here as my frineds...thank you for all your words

honest
real


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