herotherside 42F
395 posts
5/20/2006 8:29 pm

A collection of past text messages and conversations:

10/29/2005 4:33 pm

so I'm sitting here wanting you, wanting to feel your hands on my thighs, your arms stretched down my side, across my stomach. I want to feel your lips against my neck, the warmth of your breath against my skin, your body cupped to the shape of mine. I turn my head to find my lips so close to yours, I watch as you kiss me so gently down my shoulder. I slide my hand against your cheek, pull your face to mine. Your lips draw me in closer to you demolishing any resistance I had left. Oh, the feel of your lips puts me in a state of euphoric ecstasy. my knees weaken, my pulse strengthens. as my hands adorn you i wonder if you remember what my face looks like, do you know what color my eyes are, do you remember my name...

10/31/2005 1:52 am

...there isn't much I wouldn't give if you would just walk through that door and crawl under the blankets with me. i may not turn around to face you. don't say a word. talk to me with only your hands and your body. use your lips to reply to my unspoken as you wish with me as tonight my body is all yours. and when your done, kiss my lips gently and leave...


That image of him is still stuck in my mind. I just didn't know how to handle it so I turned my back to him and carried on with what I was doing. For the first few months after we met, he wouldn't let me near him unless we were about to engage in sex. Other than that, if I would put my hand on his shoulder or get too close to him he would back away and give me that "what are you doing?" look. It was he who started to sit a little closer to me. He was the one that started looking for different reasons to give me a hug or a kiss . He is finally learning to accept my affection and in return, I turn my back on him. I just don't know how to handle it. I miss him. I miss him alot.

...I just had a hard time sleeping, that's all. I just couldn't relax. I was up all night worrying about someone, wondering if he was doing alright, if he needed anything. I was finally able to relax at 3:38 this morning.

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