The road to hell...  

helga_hansen 50F
3122 posts
4/26/2005 3:13 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The road to hell...

It's nearly 48hrs since I was crying into my cornflakes...

It's funny when you know it's all going to go wrong. Never under-estimate a woman's intuition, guys... that's all I can say.

My Monday morning started like any other... I got up to make the tea, and iron a shirt. No text. My husband had his breakfast and left. Still no text. I had a shower. No text. I had a cup of tea. Still no text. "He's busy" I tell myself... so I'll send him one instead.

I sit down to breakfast and switch on my laptop. No text. After the hamster ran around the wheel enough times to warm the damn thing up, I logged into A F F. Still no text. I check my mail, read some blogs, and linger outside the chat rooms. As each minute passes, a dread creeps in, and settles all around me. I go back to my mailbox, and see that there is one new mail. I click open the mailbox. It's from him... but instead of feeling happy, I open the mail, knowing that it's over.

I was right. With tears blurring my eyes, I reply to his email. "Goodbye..."

Love, hugs and kisses from ♥♥HH♥♥

travelinman1994 42M
24 posts
4/26/2005 4:20 pm

Wow, I don't know what to say to that.

breaking up is hard. Even if your not that serious about a person, it hurts to think about not seeing them anymore.

Hope everything works out for you.

GangBangCple 67M/56F

4/26/2005 10:52 pm

touching , really don't know how to make a suitable comment

GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
4/27/2005 12:23 pm

Good luck ... breaking up is hard to do

Lizie2 55F

4/27/2005 12:23 pm

I can only say, I feel with you Helga... Hang on is ok to cry...we have all been there, but life and love never ends...after a storm there is always a sunshine!!!! hugs...hugs!!!!

Erik_Bloodaxe 57M

4/29/2005 4:11 pm

Know that salty cornflakes moment only too well, Helga. And as Lizie says, lightness follows darkness

SirMounts 103M

7/6/2005 7:44 am

I am... so sorry that you and your husband couldn't work things out, face to face.

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