E=MC2??? Trying to figure it all out  

heavensent1123 53F
447 posts
9/24/2005 7:38 am

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E=MC2??? Trying to figure it all out

Not really sure how I like the idea of having my private thoughts out there in the open, but they haven't been doing me much good circling around in my head either.
Trying to figure out when life became so complicated. I was in a relationship/marriage for 20+ years and even though I left it at least I knew what to expect, it was suffocating yes but there weren't many surprises either.
I've made so many bad choices since becoming single, I had so many plans for me that I have yet to act on, so I'm going to try to get back to whats important and just let the rest go. If things are meant to be then they will be, if not, well best not to waste your time, nothing worse than trying to be somebody or something that someone else wants when you aren't being true to yourself. The upside, at least I never did anything that I hate myself for, I woke up in time to avoid that, so I must have a guardian angel someplace.

luvsxoxo 45F

9/25/2005 11:11 am

Thats a very good outlook on life You will go far!!!! Being true to yourself is the best way to go....

Nice start to your blog Hope to see more!!!


Tone_33756 56M

9/25/2005 2:31 pm

Heaven, I find pouring my feeling in my blog as a form of therapy. It helps me so much decifering my emotions. I strongly encouge it
Your guardian angel has your back! That's their job
For the record, I think you're doing a great job moving on with your life and I feel the end of 2005 and all of 2006 will be positive time for you.

a_poetman 47M

9/27/2005 11:37 am

Been waiting for you to give in and write. I'm happy. Only release the private thoughts that you can deal with. You know where your boundaries are! This is a great release, a vehicle to healing and finding one's self! You're taking steps Heaven! Keep it up~


heavensent1123 53F

9/27/2005 1:28 pm

thanks for the encouragement, took me a long time to actually really go back and start working on things, but as I said keeping things whirling inside my head was only making me nuts too.

redmustang91 58M  
8935 posts
9/27/2005 3:17 pm

You are pretty and seem nice so you will surely do fine. Learn to forgive yourself as you would forgive others.

SirMounts 103M

10/27/2005 1:11 am

Yes. Most of all, count your blessings. *smiling*

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